xXxDarkLovexXx's manga / #psychological(160)

. On ch 15 Ch 10 ehh ok so black haired purposefully got in btwn main and his gf bc black originally wanted to see the painter of the paintings he fell in love with. When he noticed that main had a gf and that gf was plagiarizing main's work, he wants main to split up with gf just so that black and sweep in and take main for himself Ch 4 you see this kids? This bitch is what we call a gaslighter. She would blame you for ur mistakes and diverting her wrongdoings onto u. Main was stupid to think she is his everything when she is obviously taking advantage of him and his talents. He was hopelessly in love and she was his everything and wanted her to be happy. But overtime he didn't feel happy when her attitude is being a bitch and gaslighting him and make him feel like shit Ch 2 black haired saw how similar main's gf paintings are that he knows she was plagiarizing main's work. I think that's why he made himself the bad guy to make main and gf split up. Just guessing here but it would make sense

. On ch 29 Main is a psychologist with a mysterious past. He gives an stoic emotionless demeanor but can spot and form pieces from the patient to resolve their issues. Very deep psychological storyline. May be heavy

. STOPPED READING. DO NOT COMPLETE READING This is heavily psychological and abuse and it is uncomfortable. Skipped near the end and they happened to be a couple but the seme is an impulsive killer and kills animals. Main still stays with seme and hopes to protect him but how? He hopes to help seme with his killing urges? This is abuse and main is still sticking with seme hoping to change him. No boy. You will end up being harmed. This is not good for my mind and my blood boils in annoyance and anger. No thanks

. Ch 43ish main forgave ex bf and told him what she thought. She doesn't hate him or love him. She gave facts about how he was the one messing in the relationship and he is like her mother. She hopes to not see him again and he would be happier. She had all the evidence he was stalking her but chose not to use it bc it would ruin his life. In last ch he left a letter to her and he tries to move on and forget, he hopes she is happier too like how they had first met and he loved her then. Ch 36 blond came bc of main's txt while she tried to run away Ch 32 dang main found out about her girlfriend is actually her ex bf Ch 30 dang main gave up. The manager showed main the txt blond jerk got from her "girl" friend of wanting to meet up for a date and main thought if he likes her and she likes main, then to make this triangle messed up, she will date the girl and that would be playing her feelings like how main felt played by the blond and she hopes the blond would be hurt too, then agree dating the girl. Main just gave up and looked like sh*t Ch 28 ah dang the feels. Blond jerk likes main and main likes blond. But blond got scared of the ex bf blackmail and he felt like sh*t when he kissed her for practice and when she confessed she liked him, he turned her down. During the kiss the ex bf saw and got a mental breakdown Ch 25 main was scared of her mom harming her bf so she broke up with ex bf but ex bf behaved scarily possessive and thats why main didnt want to talk about her ex. So her ex bf was crazy when they broke up Jerk blond is being blackmailed by ex bf to date main bc main looked interested in jerk, and then break up with her and then main will come back to ex bf in the end Ch 22 the jerk blond searched if they got social media and the name the pretty girl used was the name of his sister who is abroad and her family pic has her older bro, main's ex bf. And ex bf had one picture when they were younger Ch 20 so the mom was overprotective bc for some reason main attracted a lot of strange men. She saw main as abnormally attracting other men so that's why she tried to shelter main. But when main heard that, she got pissed bc her mom was not angry at men but at main as if it was her fault. Main doesnt want to speak to her mom ever again. Main told her "girl" friend about her ex bf and when he visited, main's mom went crazy and cut her bf with a knife. So main got scared that her future relationships would get injured from her crazy mom Ch 15 so the pretty guy who loved main bc she defended him also liked her bc she treated him like a normal friend whereas their classmates would stare at him and assume he is too pretty to be a guy or he's gay or other rumors. Meanwhile main felt sucky bc at her job she only got it bc the jerk blond chef wanted to date her friend and made the manager hire main. Manager knew how the blond chef is a womanizer but she doesnt care as long as he is with her

. Sad ending

. Skipped to ch 59 where main fell in love with General warden but due to prev ch, she realized he doesnt love her and only as a trained chess piece. She desperately wants to kill him for using her and manipulating how she feels On ch 22 Ch 16 general warden sees potential to use main as his own piece in his little game. Since he knows the enemy abandoned main, he can raise her as his own chess piece. He messed around her psyche and to have her fueled with hate. Feeling hate is a good motivator, so he makes sure she hates him Ch 4 main was found out as a spy. The office she was placed to work was already scrutinized for other criminal acts and along the way found out main was a spy. But the warden questioned her and noticed she isn't trained like other spies in how to die. So she must have been abandoned by her employer

. Ch 4-5 smut with feelings

. On ch 49 Ch 43 omg whaaaa there's a lil girl looks similar to main but her name with lethe and duke called her saintess and she's acting like a devil to duke and wants him to suffer as she's the reason time went back. Then lethe went after the blond knight who was kind to main and tried to help her. Seems like lethe and knight had history when knight was older and haggard looking with scar marks. Seems like knight did survive from torture and met lethe while traveling. They both want things to change and duke to be punished while main finds her own meaning in life other than being a tool Ch 41 main and emperor managed to fool duke that main is pregnant but main took herbs to temporarily stop her cycle so she can leave with emperor as reason. Emperor did feel bad that main was brought in bc of their fight btwn brothers. He introduced her to his wife empress, empress is known to be strict and very powerful, so main wa surprised where empress knew of mains background and being used by duke and she still wants main to seduce emperor. Bc to her, empress sees emperor as a friend, she knows emperor has a type of girl he likes and he has a lot of love to give but gets lonely, she sees main as a good partner, but main doesnt want emperor to be led to his death if she goes with him again Ch 37 main wants to leave duke but also recalls emperor will be victim to duke's plans so main told emperor duke's plan, but emperor said that is not mains happiness. He probably knew duke is up to something, but his main focus is main and her happiness. Main wants to leave duke bc no matter what she tells duke, duke doesn't listen to her and her wants and needs. He assumes she will like something once he says it, not realizing it's playing with mains feelings and emotions Ch 35 main does miss her child, but she also felt guilty for the emperor being involved in duke's schemes so she tried to have a barrier but emperor was more doting and worried for main and wants her happiness, same quote he told her like in the past Ch 33-34 duke realized it was his fault for neglecting main and letting his fiance bully main. He didn't account that the fiance bully will get rid of main. He executed her and kept mains body around, carrying her like a mad man until his old age death. Then he woke and went after main, but he also noticed how main changed and no matter if the time went past, it won't change how main feels about him Ch 32 yeah, duke was a jerk who didn't know emotions and likes to play ppls feelings and behaviors. He liked how obedient main was and assumed she will be happy to be with him now she's done her duties with seducing the emperor to his death, but she showed pity and her attention was to her baby instead of him. Then he found her dead and he cried out bc he wanted her to be with him and realized he liked her Ch 31 main confirmed duke is different now and more desperate and kept saying he loves her that he never did before, it is bc he also went back in time. Main cried out what happened to her baby. Then a flashback of duke in his childhood Ch 24 main noticed a change in duke only bc main freaked out when she woke up. It was the first she denied being close to duke. I think duke is doing crowd control to get main to like him again and be obedient. Her changing and not being influenced probably made him panic and now he's more attentive Ch 21 and main realized she went back in time to the point where she had her night with emperor and duke was checking on her condition. So it's the time when mains goal is to seduce the emperor Ch 20 yeah, main finally realized she was stupid and is filled with rage when she sees duke Ch 18 main died by poison suicide when she heard her baby is no longer alive. She returns to the past Skipped to ch 15, duke got what he wanted and imprisoned emperor and told him his plans. Emperor felt hurt but still loved main and main has never felt that before. She wanted to see her child but was prevented On ch 12 Ch 3 main is a naive girl who lost her mother to a pig of a noble who didn't see her as his own and treated as an animal. Then a distant relative of bio dad is a duke and he took main in while her bio dads family's home and everyone inside died. Main willingly went with duke and very naively fell in love of duke even tho they r distant relatives (5 yr difference). He purposefully wanted her to like him bc he will use her to seduce the emperor, the bro of duke, so she can be his spy to get rid of the emperor and duke will be king

. I'm upset and angry at alpha for putting main in terrible situations just to monopolize him and having main rely on him

. Oneshot not feel good bc it is psychological trauma for both ppl