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. Rereading On ch 4

. Main is an S ranked esper but he was only recently awakened for only a month. He felt disguisted that to heal his esper side is to be physical with a guide. He doesn't like losing control or being used as he felt humiliated that he cant control his body normally like he used to as a normal citizen