xXxDarkLovexXx's manga / #angst(4)

Plot heavy. Smut is just means to the result but it was not nice smut. More of a desperate smut for their undeclared love

. Plot is so good and similar to real life scenarios with ppl struggling with love and happiness for themselves and their love due to life and situations. A few smutty moments but the plot is the real star of the show and the smut just shows how much they love each other

. On ch 15 Ch 13-14 main's stressful past of being the best bc of his parents and his parents' business went into debt and main cant escape the abuse from his loan shark, he was thinking suicidal thoughts until rich guy was giving main space but also checked up on main taking his meds and even supporting him if he needs to go to the hospital. Main felt so lost that he doesnt know what to do and rich suggests they live together and he will support main no matter what and they dont have to be physical unless main allows him to. Rich did notice when they slept together that main was scared. Main was reliving the physical abuse from loan shark and hated that feeling of helplessness Ch 11 smut with rich guy Ch 4-5 the loan shark jerk is using main's body since main cant pay the debt. For some reason his parents had debts? How come the guy thinks main's parents ran away when in prev ch, main's mom committed suicide. She was already dead, she didnt run away elsewhere

. Wait for ch 82 Ch 76 dang, my heart strings for camera guy who tries to be as rich wants, so rich can always go back to cameraman. But looks like camera wants his first that they haven't done before, and the first is to say good bye. My heart! Camera needs a better person! But he is just so invested in rich that he didn't give up on him, as long as camera is still near him. But I think rich is testing him too much that camera is feeling too much heartache that he needs to say goodbye Ch 73 camera man knows how rich plays with ppls feelings and making messes for other ppl to cleanup. But camera guy says he still likes rich bc rich was his first in everything to love and stuff when they met as kids. Then camera man's pov flashback Ch 69 hmph, rich now likes main romantically and wants main. But main knows initially rich was all about sex partners and stuff Ch 66 main is heartbroken still of their relationship and he keeps it professional as their TV show gained popularity and they went on interviews. Rich knows main and actor had been tense but he wants main to be his bubbly self again and he wants main for his own Ch 61 angst Ch 56 ahh, so I totally forgot that the camera man had secret video of main and actor. Actor wants that video to be deleted. He bets with camera man he can get main to date him in exchange to delete the video. Rich knew of the bet and wanted to play with main and see actor's reaction. When it came out to main, main was shocked and that it was all fake. Actor overheard main with mains manager of getting connections so he thought that's why main slept with them. Both rich and actor would shower main with connections and stuff for fun. But for main, he actually had feelings for actor and felt betrayed and used Ch 54 camera man only filmed the rich guy, lol so rich got annoyed but main doesnt know that the film only had rich in it. And rich would use the footage to have main do his bidding. Main confesses to actor he likes him and actor wants to protect main from rich Ch 52-53 smut Ch 51 blindfolded actor, not knowing their threesome is recorded per the rich guy's plan Ch 49 the sly rich guy wants main as a sex partner and got jealous main blushes for the other actor. He got the camera man to film them as a form of punishment against the camera man. Apparently they have some history with each other and camera man can't dent rich guy's request. Ch 41-42 sexy sexy smut from innocent touches Ch 38 sly's past background there he had everything and everything was perfect. Until he got kidnapped for ransom money and he thought his parents loved him, but when his kidnapper called and threatened to damage sly's face, the parents responded in panic bc that his appearance is important for being of worth. Sly grew up distrusting others and giving an air of being perfect and that's why he won't accept any gifts and apple juice bc that is how he got kidnapped by drugged juice Ch 37 ohhhh so camera man was hired by curly's parents to keep him out of trouble and scandals. The parents are high class with reach in business and politics. They care about image and probably know their son likes sex excursions. Camera man told sly to act as the one to get in btwn curly and main so curly doesn't get into scandals. So it makes u think if sly really likes main or only cares for his image since camera man has blackmail if sly doesn't help him Ch 36 camera man with cap filmed sly having sex and warns sly about potential harm to actor's image when things get recorded Ch 33-34 smut with curly first time Ch 29 smut with sly Ch 26 the two trying to win main over and fighting each other Ch 21 smut and main's virginity got taken Ch 15 sexy teasing main into joining them Ch 12 lol main tries to avoid them but they want to do things and try to entice him, it is like they make it a competition btwn them who will take main's virginity first Ch 9 lol main confronts them when he knows the actor noticed him and even invited him in the fun. When main questioned them and set rules, they want to be his first in sex or show him the ropes. He's like, denied!