xXxDarkLovexXx's manga / #Slice of Life(826)

. Wait for ch 53 Ch 51 main felt like she accomplished her goal as a businesswoman in the land of another country and doing trades with them and her motherland will benefit count's merchant business as mains way to pay off her debt bc she cannot accept his money and felt bad if she didn't pay back. She arrived back as a trades representative of the foreign lands for partnership with count and count missed main and hugged her Ch 45 main road on a merchant boat away from count to figure out a new world and found something tragic to sailers that even count didn't know. Main figured it was related to food and they dont have a diverse diet due to lack of fruits and being on long voyages mean fruits will go bad and they don't have time to restock when they can get many sailers to replace the dead ones Ch 40 recap, tragic main lost her father to his illness. Then later count didn't tell her that her ex bf was ill and he promised main to get him treatment but he still died. Main felt so alone and mourned for her parents and her ex bf who suffered and she blames herself for not achieving more for the family or her relationship. Count was so upset she's sad and isn't blaming him. She did at first but realized she's also to blame when she took this job in the counts home to pay off her debt. Count bought back her family title and destroyed the debt paperwork as he doesnt care about main paying him back. He wants her happiness as long as she doesn't abandon him. But main wants to find herself and go live independently overseas to discover what she wants to do since she was so sheltered as a noblewoman

. Wait for side 5 with smut

. Wait for ch 44 Ch 42 oh ho!! They kiss and main as an open book says his mind is a mess and this feels like it's advancing to a relationship but knows actor sees it as transactional. But actor didn't correct him and agreed it does feel like a relationship and continued kissing Ch 40-41 pfff they shared a steamy kiss and actor got jealous when main became friendly to a coworker Ch 35 they try to be accommodating when to meet to renew the touches, but actor became worried when main got super busy and didn't know writers r that busy. Main felt bad that actor had to wait but thankfully main is an open book so he blabs about his day and struggles, so the actor felt better to know how main feels and no misunderstandings Ch 32 actor may be successful but he has trouble understanding more relationship bonding as hes so used to give and take like transactions. He's getting more comfortable with main Ch 28 hand holding worked but only for a short period and actor got the illness back and it got worse. He asked main for a hug the next time they met Ch 22-24 main agreed to the deal only bc of the show. He was worried about his work and the deal was contact only when required. Actor did let out why he's been anxious bc 3 yrs ago he had to drop out of a drama reading bc the reading had so many ppl and he messed up the names. After they just held hands, actor was able to see other ppls faces at a new drama reading. Ppl had theories why actor had fell out of dramas and into radio, and why did he come back? They don't know of actors predicament, but at least actor has main to help with his eyes thanks to the touch therapy Ch 15 main let out his frustrations of how unfair the deal felt and he felt used just bc of difference of status bc to main it is a threat to his whole work career as a newbie for 3 yrs compared to a rich successful guy flaunting what he has to offer. But rich doesn't know what to do bc hes desperate and afraid main will escape and can't be found and that scares rich he will lost his mental state of mind. All he can offer that can help mains career is offering his name and money as that's what main needs more at the moment Ch 10 celeb knows main is the one with his name on celebs body. Only confirmed when they touched hands, celeb was able to see other ppls faces. He's annoyed with main why he wasn't around, bc if both person has names, they would've reacted similarly with mental psychological illnesses. Celeb is mad at main for his reaction but it was bc main is anonymous with no name, so he isn't influenced by it. Celeb had researched that an anonymous and celeb could lead to a singles relationship and could be taken advantage of. Anonymous is able to live normally while celeb had to suffer while begging for anonymous and that anonymous took advantage of the celeb. Celeb doesn't want that situation and offered a deal since it is part of mains fault. That 3 yrs ago they brushed hands that's when celeb couldn't read ppls faces and had to quit his broadcasting job bc he messed up Ch 6 pfff even mains senior coworker noticed the script draft used useless coworkers name. Main explained bc of the script mess up, the name was already on the script draft and had to appease the actor and pretended to be the name to protect the incompetence of the writing group. Coworker is amused Ch 5 kekeke dang bc main has to be professional and can't let the actor know their writing team messed up, he had to keep using his worthless coworkers name as was written in the script submission