BunnyBoo xxx's manga / #unhealthy mindset(10)

While it was short it felt like a good full story. I felt for Yumi, and I truly loved Mayama and what a loving person he was.

There will be side stories coming, but the main story is completed.

I don't know what made this man start this, I'm not sure why he stayed, but whew, he deserves better. This was a short look on a dark relationship.

I really liked the uke, he was very relatable. The plot was also very interesting and I understood the choices the uke made and why he lived how he did. Unfortunately I found the seme to be... well, he seemed kind of dumb and I didn't feel like he fit his role at all.

I am traumatized. I love dark stories but.... Someone for the love of all things - SAVE THIS UKE! The author shows us a very realistic abuse victim and the way they truly act/think. That alone sets this apart from other dark mangas. This is the darkest thing I've read in my life, just for that reason.

I really loved this until the end. I loved the real portrayl of the PTSD he had, the messy relationships he had. Everything was chaotic but it made sense. That twist at the end though? Ruined the entire thing. A part of me can kind of understand it, because I also went back to an abuser after they got out of jail. But in this case, it didn't seem like a realistic option. He had such bad PTSD from him, I don't think he'd be able to look at him at all. He desperatly needed therapy, yes, but this was to much of a stretch. And the very ending with all that healing BS? Breaking those two hearts and giving us a vague tralalalala ending. Fuck that. It feels like a cheap trick to make this book seem 'deep' when it was deep enough as it was. The throuple should have been a healing throuple, he should have started therapy, stayed with his boys, and healed together in a loving environment.

I read the raws of chapter 4&5, no idea what they said haha but I got the jist of the story. The ending was sickly satisfying. WHY ARE THESE STORIES ALWAYS SHORT!

It was dark and twisty but it was missing something I can't quite figure out. Maybe I wasn't a fan of how we got the bits and pieces of the past that he had forgotten. It just seemed like that part could have been a tad better. Also I wanted to feel Seme's hatred way more.