cupcutecake's manga / #tragedy(59)

i’m sure they’re together in the afterlife….this was such a good read, too bad…maybe if it had 6-7 more chapters and the same ending…at least if we knew more about them other than personal information…more bittersweet moments

i just wanted to spend some time on mrm stuff but….here i am getting invested into the plot of this one :( not too many people can bear plots like this one which it lowers its popularity or some readers are here only for the porn…which they don’t go too deep into the characters backstory…i feel bad for murano

damn another manga that made me teary… (╥_╥) i’ll always treasure this one, no matter what…is a pure gem… and i guess that it fucked me enough for today.

i don’t know if i should be happy about the ending or sad…it left me kind of irritated by everything that happened. This mangas was made just to abuse the uke i guess…toxic yaoi hits so bad sometimes @.@

so bittersweet （πーπ）i do need more it has potential…also the art is really good!

this really was something…different from other yaois. In the end i don’t know if i should be sad or happy…everything was so fucked in here (ㄒoㄒ)

reading this was hell…purely hell. I can’t express the saddening feeling in words…i just simply cannot accept that it ended like that…like that. I sobbed and cried my eyes out absolutely every volume even if knowing that it won’t end up well…life is tricky…it’s like russian roulette, you don’t know when the harsh/hard/traumatising/unforgettable moments hit, you have to fight to get through them. I can’t explain how precious and complex ash’s character is, truly one of the best written characters i’ve ever seen. How can someone at that young age was forced and taught to live by himself, having to get over as how traumatising the flashbacks of his sexual trauma were, how he did not want to lose connection with eiji being self conscious of his coldness for others, the cruel way of self control by killing countlessly…how he did wanted to sacrifice himself, yet it has actually achieved by the cruel death. In my heart they will be together forever as in the extras…they live a happy life without any past trauma, i know that. <3

why had the uke go through all of this…to deserve that father (Ｔ＿Ｔ）i want to know more about his backstory…i feel so bad for him

i treasure the first story a lot!! i’m so sorry for the ukes past, he didn’t deserve anything like that (> <。) im really happy in the end that he has a good healthy relationship with his seme!! i want to see more of them!!! ヽ(^o^)丿 for the second story…it wasn’t that bad, i can’t lie the uke is cutee!! (*＾＾*) this one is pretty good too!!! for the third….im neutral, can’t say that i don’t like it, but at the same time it wasn’t something really that interesting…that type of harsh one shot

can we appreciate how unique and beautifully tragic these stories are??? i actually got so emotional while reading Despair’s Garden and Goodbye Time…. ( ຈ ﹏ ຈ ) i wish that i could find more multi story yaoi mangas that present the same bitter vibe…