cupcutecake's manga / #sad(31)

Yomigaeru Kiro

Complete | aoi seri | 2000 released

i’m sure they’re together in the afterlife….this was such a good read, too bad…maybe if it had 6-7 more chapters and the same ending…at least if we knew more about them other than personal information…more bittersweet moments

Nemureru Hana

Complete | Ebihara Yuri | 2006 released

i don’t know if i should be happy about the ending or sad…it left me kind of irritated by everything that happened. This mangas was made just to abuse the uke i guess…toxic yaoi hits so bad sometimes @.@

Sangatsu Boujitsu, Kuma Wo Hirotta

Complete | KAMURO Akira,Hiroi Takao | 2000 released

so bittersweet (πーπ)i do need more it has potential…also the art is really good!

Gomen Shitatte Yurusanai

Ongoing | Hakase | 2017 released

this one is so depressing. God i wish kentaro never had to move to tokyo and suffer all of this! If yuu wasn’t around or if they never met i don’t know how bad this would’ve turned for both the uke and the reader giving a tragic ending (the uke would start becoming a sex slave and confuse the feelings of love to the ones of lust…rape and sexual abuse until he loses his mind and dies from suicide). This manga is truly different from the other showing the real perspective of prostitution and those who pushes themselves to become well know.

Power Game

Ongoing | Yashiki Yukari | 2000 released

it kind of made me feel sad…of course i still enjoyed it but i hoped it would’ve been written better :(

Bara no Hitomi wa Bakudan

Complete | YAMASHITA Tomoko | 2000 released

can we appreciate how unique and beautifully tragic these stories are??? i actually got so emotional while reading Despair’s Garden and Goodbye Time…. ( ຈ ﹏ ຈ ) i wish that i could find more multi story yaoi mangas that present the same bitter vibe…

Love Recycle

Ongoing | S-Kun,Nanami | 2000 released

i love the cruel and dark message this one gives. The uke isn’t really that bad as most of people say…indeed his naive for still clinging to the old man, but…his nativity drove him insane, him being non experienced yet in love, sex had thought this was the best for him. (ㄒoㄒ) i want someone to upload the second chapter, i can’t give up on how good this one shot was…actually showing a true and twisted side of devotion p(´⌒`。q)

Yuukyuu no Kanata

Ongoing | Watanabe Asia | 2000 released

the first story is probably on my favorite story from watanabe-sensei (;へ:)at this point i wish kanata wasn’t that close to them, maybe didn’t live with them and just kept a distanced friend relationship…i’m not saying that he ruined everything, but the suffering gets worse and worse after indulging the cruel reality of substituting for being someone else

Kokoro Kikai

Complete | Yumeka Sumomo | 2005 released

i literally started to feel really bad for that boy when i got through that part…i’m happy he has someone to comfort him, an individual who self harm should get enough attention and mental/psychical support…was kinda disrespectful to actually get a look at his scars even tho he wanted to hide them, at least it ended up well (T_T)

Lock Up Boy

Ongoing | suehiro (ii), tamekou, toube, ukino, uzui, yoshimoto,anthology | 2015 released

why did the tenth chapter hit so hard…. ( ຈ ﹏ ຈ ) after i found out about what was truly happening in it…it left me feel pretty sore…i wish they could stay together~ y-(~。~;)