My heart stinged cause I can't help but remember death exist and I hate it. I don't want to die but I don't want someone I care about to die before me. Everyday I somehow find myself thinking "what if they die" "what if I die" how'd I react? I consider myself a pretty heartless person so I'm not sure until it actually happens. I'm so scared of these things. (I think I'm pretty selfish as well.)
I Hate These Calm Days