Dettyna's manga / #Yaoi(57)

Iy really makes me remember the time in my high school and the things I regret. It's heartbreaking to remember my mistakes and how I ran away. One more thing to regret, and I hate myself dor that.

Fucked up story, but interesting, nothing sweet, rather cruel world. Taavi, a hybrid, who tries to survive what he can.

The second story about Onodera-san and Ryouhei-kun: I could totally understand Ryou why and how he tried to hide his sensitive and broken heart. Ppl like me and Ryou can understand it. Onodera-san san really knew how to hunt him down..I could feel Ryou's rage when he kept pushing his buttons. On the other hand, that was the only way to get close to Ryou - forcing his way to him. (I think I wouldn't be that "easy" target. They would need 100x more patient and persistent in my case. I am more messed up - It sucks to be sensitive, because the more I get hurt the bigger and harder my walls gonna be. Even if I don't like it, I rather choose to be alone, than get hurt by others. And I feel that if I ever gonna trust my heart to somebody and got hurt again ai really gonna die. That's why I can't do that in this life, I got hurt a lot in my previous lives. Maa~ it's really bad for my to read romantic things..