Kajou Mousou Shounen
Well, this was fucking toxic and I don't find it so even in really messed up manga. The seme is freaking toxic and I just can't find one single appeal of him. But, the story got me hooked and I wanna know the rest. Story of a boy with extreme delusions and how his life shifts when a classmate catches him masturbating in class without using hands(he's using his imagination and delusions)
Duke's Private Tutor
My fucking gosh! This is so frustrating to watch and the 2nd hand embarrassment is undying. But, why tf am I so attached to these two idiots and the sweet kid? Story of a (stupid) duke and (stupid) tutor of the duke's lil brother.
Rix Vanus
Rape, "sexual thingy" with random people & religion is something that's spread throughout the story. So, yeah, not everyone's cup of tea. But, apart from that, everything else is wholesome. Every character is carved out very well and non-cliched. Even villains are realistic and isn't the typical cliche type. Bulky uke who can take the lead is something we stan in this house. A story about a horrendously sexual curse(ngl, I definitely HATE the curse. I mean, usually, it's tolerable but damn, this is different) and a divine beast helping the fierce prince to undo the curse. The whole thing is quite adventurous. So, yeah, a good way to slowly slip out of the usual yaoi patterns.
Yakuza-sama no Omocha
There was an unnecessary gang rape & that threw the entire manga off balance to me. But, everything else was way too wholesome & the angst was on point. Dammit, why did that garbage rape shit had to come?? It was irrelevant af & was completely brushed off tf. The main couple is a yakuza & normal college student. The yakuza is a playboy uke & the student(nearly graduating) is a straight virgin who works as a bartender. The relationship was both wholesome & angst. The smut was immense. The second couple are psychopaths. A yakuza & ex-cop.
Sensei, Kowai Hanashi Shimasenka?
It is/can be a bit confusing. Basically, I'm assuming the main characters are the reincarnation of the Deities mentioned. And the mc is that deity who seduces people which explains everyone assaulting him from everywhere. The main plot is about unexplainable murders and missing cases which in the end turns out to be a deluded human's work. Of course, there are ACTUAL spirits and ghosts involved. Kinda different but could've been better if the story was longer or put forth more neatly
Bakemono no Hanayome
Story of two rivaled clans' wolf and fox. Both of them have their own secret curse and yet, they loved. Eventhough, the story started in the wrong foot, the rest of the storyline was really beautiful and sweet. Quite a good read with low angst and deep emotions
Waterside Night
Um chile anyways... The first chapter has rape but the rest of the chapters are "normal" twisted mafia non-con stuff. Story of a poor omega(fiesty af tho and I love that) with his small younger brother trying to pay off his scumbag father's debt but a weirdass alpha mafia boss(tbh he lowkey helped) got his eyes on the omega. The smile in chapter 19 was so pure and angelic that it cured my hatred and ascended me to serenity wth was that so beautiful for Edit: Completed it. The ending was so worth it. Peak fiction
The Warrior and the Deity
Oooh I really liked this. Did NOT expect the seme to be the mc but goodness! I'm actually so hooked. Sadly, it's short. Story of a hero who's emotionless and a deity who's uh not that morally good. But,,, things happen. Dubcon and rape btw.
Sura's Lover
Um chile anyways, I still think Mujin deserves better(he's crazy too but I don't think he's human, so, a reason is there atleast) than a lover who sucked another man's d- Yeah yeah, influence and all but that's still some bs blushing and all after the "happening". That was just- ew. Anyways, this is definitely a psychological bl, don't know why there's no tag yet. Story of a strange tragic man and a doctor. Well, to put it very simply of course. Lots of murder, lots of blood, lot of wtf moments, lot of pain and lot of rape. Still have no idea who Sura is and whats happening with the world but I'm suspicious of EVERY single person, yeah the prince dude included. First rule when reading this: Trust NO ONE because everyone can be a bastard. Probably a rant tbh and not a review. Not that fan of a weak and petite uke either. Man could've atleast kicked some d, literally, idc.
Taka ga Fukuen