U actually want a bottom who is manipulative and tries to act all buddy buddy while wishing the worst for others etc etc, finally someone who is morally gray and not a boring character.
And the guy with blue eyes? Absolutely gorgeous.
He is either pretending to be a Christian, or he really is. And if he is, to be honest I would turn into one too with that gorgeous face card he has.
I would be praying on my knees in front of him if you know what I mean
Eighteen's Bed