TatsumakiKoi's manga / #Sexy(3)

Nekoka Kareshi No Ayashikata

Complete | Sakyou Aya , SAKYO Aya | 2010 released

I started in yaoi through fanfiction doujinshi of Beyblade characters. This was the first yaoi manga that I fell in love with (makes sense considering one of the felines outnumbers some of the minor characters). This mangaka is by far my favorite! She has just enough finesse to show the explicit scenes, but draws the lines softer, which adds to the story's more intimate, gentle feeling. The characters have just enough personality to make them separate characters, but as the reader I can relate to both. She even taps into those desires that readers want but can't say aloud--like wanting to move in right away with someone you love, how it's okay to cling, how it's okay to not hold back emotions and fear, etc. At the same time, I've noticed in my country these traits are seen as unhealthy and codependent. :( So at the very least, if I am codependent, I can enjoy this part of me through a manga rather than drag it into a relationship.

Sadistic Boy

Complete | tori maia | 2001 released

If.... If.... and only if you like bondage and are okay with it will you like this one. If you are meh on bondage, you probably won't like this. But if you do like bondage, it has a great storyline about how three different types of personalities blend and balance each other in a relationship (sex and non-sex parts of their lives). //Spoiler Note: Although Haruki teaches Sarasa and Kazunari so they can understand what love is, there's a part of me that thinks Kazunari helped to free both Haruki and Sarasa from their past traumas.\