As of Chap 66, there's a lot of things I want to say
But first of all, I really see myself in Karlyle and relate to him and his loneliness, and it makes me cry reading chapters where he felt so alone. To add, I love the emotional maturity of the two, and have the author put so much emotional complexity that it made this simple plot get to life, which I really want to do. I also would just like to say that it inspired me to get better at communicating my emotions in almost a poetic way, or maybe I can be like Karlyle and have someone find interest in me like how Ash does to him. That could just be my selfish delusions. The emotional trauma really be giving me a cry. But yeah, I definitely learned a lot from reading this, and hope to reread it. I wonder what kind of emotion and perspective I have of this the next time I read it. This really be hitting different because I'm in my ovulation, and for some reason I feel so lonely, insecure, moody, and sad today. Maybe I should read this whenever I feel that way. I also felt so uncomfortable with Lyle crying in front of his dad and brother. I could never do that without getting so embarrassed. Seriously, I love these twos dynamic, and the whole painting thing and with the flowers and all and Ash giving so many firsts to Lyle. To intro was so good too. Man, I love this art and this storytelling. I stan this author and I really want to read more stuff like this. Despite having a lot of smut, I think this became a favorite because the sex felt so meaningful and full of emotions. It felt so real reading it and it wasn't your ordinary yaoi. I still have a lot to say about this, but forgot most of it. In a way, this manga was so refreshing from all of the yaois I've read and I reflected a lot myself in this. It also helped me remember parts of myself that I had forgotten. The art is so good, that I'm crying. They also did a good job drawing kids. But the sexual tension though 0////0. Anyways, I'll write more once I finish it. ---->11/5/23
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