Professor of Asstronomy's manga / #Silly(22)

Love the enthusiastic btm but the top is weirdly controlled (personality was unsuccessful to me like he was cute puppy sometimes and then suave perfect manly man, idk just sth didn’t work for me). Btm was stupid but what else is new. Biggest issue was late stage reveal that top had a crush on him since like early basically infancy (CHILDREN DONT HAVE FEELINGS LIKE THAT AT AGE 2 YALL R FUCKING FREAKS) n has kinda stalked him ever since???? He also worked out n changed his appearance just to attract the btm??? Things that are NOT romantic but the bl world insists on them all the fucking time: - early childhood friends or fucking stepsiblings. Do u wanna fuck someone u have known since u were 5? No. The ones where they were childhood friends but lost contact for several years are better, it just depends on the timing - childhood sexual activity (even if it’s just holding hands or kissing on the cheek, AND IVE SEEN MUCH MORE THAN THAT, I’m still weirded out. Like they blush so much just like adults abt to have sex??!? I hate it) - one person stalking the other n going way out of their way to change their appearance or interests just to appeal to the other person - insane possessiveness - tedious n annoying misunderstandings (beyond what is needed to move plot along) - power n intelligence asymmetry (rich handsome smart top and stupid less successful btm) - (n/a here) btm is consistently shy/outright saying no to sexual activity. The shyness is just irritating (u have fucked this man every chapter n ur still freak out if he sees ur cock? Bye) but the sexualization of saying no is super scary. I CAN see why some resistance would be cute but ONLY when it is paired w intense desire. Like shyly saying yes and that feels good is so adorable. Saying no, adorably or not, is frightening. Media like this obviously takes from and perpetuates rape culture, bc if btms/women r seen as cute when they say no, how do they actually get out of sexual situations they don’t want? If the no isn’t serious what is?

Unfortunately first sex is drunk and then UNCONSCIOUS! GOD DAMN IT! Sighing so hard I’m entering another dimension. Positives are good art, they’re both vers, and black hair crushed on blonde hair back when blonde hair was chubby and they had an innocent friendship. That is such a RARE and cute touch in bl. Story itself is also silly funny horny which is a great combo, I’m just going to ignore the alcohol issues and hope for the best