Tsumasaki Ni Kourozu
Hyacinth
The story revolves around a beautiful POEM. It was meant to be slow, romantic, slice of life. Mature readers get that. The uke was in a single parent household with an abusive , criminal mom. He struggled to stay up on his studies and pt work just to be near the alpha for YEARS to be noticed by his unrequited love. Sweet with a side of bitter and angsty. he almost gives up until that flashback in c13 when he realizes he and seme love the same poem. What can I hold you with? HOW CAN I HOLD ON TO YOU? The omega made a move on the alpha the morning after he got drunk on one drink...he did not know he could get mpreg bc he was a late bloomer. Facts. The pregancy wasn't hidden, the alpha was in the US for all those years. He chose not to burden the seme with a child. The uke made it big at some point, trailblazing away with his blog and made a good life for his daughter. Admirable. The alpha was left brained, logical, all math, stoic af but he was kind. He didn't understand love and what he felt for the uke back in school. He researched self help books and convinced himself it wasn't love, maybe it was a phase...but he couldn't stop thinking about the uke. Fast forward.. He wanted to take responsibility for having a kid and he wanted to be in her life.Good guy. The best part is the uke turned him down. He held out for the reciprocation of his love and dedication and was willing to move on since the seme couldn't figure out his own feelings because he and his daughter deserved better. #selfesteemgoals Endgame: they gave themselves to each other completely.
This Ending
10 years together...angst my old friend
Totsugimasen Kara!