beautiful, if you understand how meaningful it is. And aren't apathetic. He couldn't live with himself and almost died from depression... geez, cut him a little slack he just didn't realize. I felt sad for him because he couldn't figure it out.He truly couldn't let go. I cried. it tore down the walls to my heart instantly and i've read it multiple times to remind myself, that anyone can fall in love. ALSO, YOU SAY THAT ABOUT THIS GUY?! THIS ONE SEME?! BRO, THERE IS WAY WORSE!!!! MEET HACHIDORI THE BIGGEST DOUCHE IN YAOI HISTORY. At least this guy learned and truly felt pain for someone he loved. not scum, he made mistakes. imagine yourself being him, not knowing anything you felt because of how lonely you were, playing, till the pain was unbearable and real. When he was the one cast aside, he became pathetic thinking of him. nomatter what, he only did that to distract himself from his feelings so they wouldn't get hurt but they did anyway and he fell in love so hard it was painful and he couldn't pretend anymore. I mean reality is people make mistakes.
- Edit- wrote this when I only remembered my initial reaction- and not the story so my bad. I was really sleepy the first time. It’s not that deep. It was touching though that through his twisted mindset- he still knew he did something wrong to the person he cares about, and eventually realizes he loves him. Yes- he’s stupid. Incapable of love is another thing. Cheating sometimes is a mistake, when the relationship isn’t official, or when they are fighting and most often those cases it’s once and regretted instantly. That doesn’t mean he’s not allowed to love him, even if he did something stupid. It was touching how naïve he was, and instantly became so disgusted with himself and couldn’t live without his partner. It’s still touching. But less now that my judgement is intact lol.
Hina wa Mitsuiro no Koi ni Torawareru