Gays r da best's manga / #Manhua/Ma(2)

I don't know where to start. I can't begin to fathom the amount of emotions this manhwa brought out of me, I was supposedly speechless now I can't stop typing, I just want to express it again and again how much hurt and how much emptiness I'm feeling now that I've completed it. I just want to die. This is certainly the first manhwa to have made me cry. It showed me the importance of friends, family and a lover. To have no one to love and no one who loves you was a pain wretching. He had no stand in the world, both of them didn't, they found comfort, warmth and love upon knowing one another. The art was mesmerizing, it wasn't grand but they looked beautiful. The story was so interesting right off the bat, like you can't look away. The perfection of how the story went, subtle hints of the past, painful words and feelings conveyed but letters and a drawing. The characters, individuals who have suffered from the world, suffered from being different. Not just bullying but starvation, sleeping in the streets, physical abuse, humiliation, and tortured. Both of them have endured so much that I couldn't be more happy for them in the last chapter. The development of Lewellyn through out the whole thing was impeccable, it showed a bit of attention and affection can change a whole person. In Shavonne, I saw pain of poverty and unfairness, life at it's worst peak, his escape was Lewellyn yet even though he knows that, he also knows that he couldn't kill Lewellyn's humanity nor can he stay and watch as the man who was his universe grovel. I can't explain the immense emotion I'm feeling right now, it's not just love but compassion, faith, trust and so much more deeper than any kind of lust a relationship may have I kept this manhwa on hold for years now, not knowing that Lewellyn is a total Yandere and this was a total masterpiece but I'm glad I choose to read it while it's summer break, I got to fully experience the weight of their love and their lives. No kidding but I was crying the whole time I wrote this and it's 2:02 am and I'm dehydrated, well, what do you know? Who would have thought I'd do this.

Idc what people in the comments say it sucks, I loved it. Just like they said, it was a huge headache and frustration but all was good in the end bcs the art and characters were all worth it. I really like how this author shows character. Though the storyline is pretty shitty, the expression of characters is nice, each individual was endearing in their own way, even the bad ones. The story was concerning coz of the age gap but I've seen much worse and uke was already 20 when shit happened anyway, fuck if I care. The pregnancy got me on a chokehold. The uke was my fav character, very resilient and patient, he knew his master well and he knew how shitty he is but he loves him so it's like he's saying "fuck the world, my master is hot and I love him". The son's partner was so unexpected for me and I was genuinely shocked to my core but he's so like his dad in that sense lol. If I were told to read this again, I most likely wouldn't bcs of how annoying the misunderstandings are but I loved it the first time around and let's keep it that way.