leehzao's manga / #lacking of plot(1)

IS THIS REALLY THE END OF IT? NO! NOOOO!! But now, seriously, I'm so happy. I've been able to start reading when it was on chapter 15 and now it's over. I can't believe I kept up with it for so long. I'm proud of myself, I'm proud of the author. It was such a pleasure to read this piece, the development of the plot and the characters, the much I've cried because of them and Ryan and Christopher. Is so bad that he isn't even able to be sad, it makes me so mad and heartbroken, but I completely understand Ryan's wish, and I know is for the best BUT WHY, THIS IS SO UGH THIS IS SO UNFAIR, SO SAD! And about Lucaon and Kyon's relationship, man that thing hit me hard. It was amazing to see such a development, such a good romance. Even if they get separated because of Kyon's death, he was able to change Lucaon a little bit and he made him happy. DAMN I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS IS THE END AAAAAARGH THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS HOWEVER Is lacking plot. There's a lot that wasn't explained and I wanted to know about it, and is a big of a negative piece.