guesswho's manga / #I CRIED ㅠㅠ(9)

BRUH. 1ST OF ALL. I LOVE TAICHI. SO. MUCH. LIKE VERY VERY SO SOO REALLY MUCH. this whole manga is a treasure. masterpiece. perfection. idk how to describe it but i enjoyed the whole journey. i was bawling my eyes out for most of the time because how the feelings reached to me and somehow relatable in someway. i loooooveeee this 100/10 chef's kiss so beautiful mwuaAAHH

HAK IZ DEFINITELY THE BEST MAN. FITE ME (๑•̀ㅂ•́)و✧

Whoa.. The moment Jimmy started tearing up on the stage, tears ran down my face. Idek why but I cried along with him and Ethan. That was a slow paced, kinda heavy-ish plot. Imo the first 10ch was quite boring but it gets better. I think they did a pretty decent job ending it despite not being able to deliver Jimmy's past properly along the way. They probably rushed the second half / ending. Also, I hate that I had to say this but Ethan's ahoges were distracting me THE WHOLE FRICKING TIME welp my a$$ can't focus .. . I lied. I actually know exactly why I cried lol. While Jimmy was on the stage, I tried to put myself as Ethan along with Jimmy for funsies. And yup, of course I burst out with sudden emotions empathizing Ethan. He been holding all those burdens, emotions, feelings, since forever by himself.. Of course he would burst out with overload emotions. You may feel like you wanted to say something but.. Words can't describe. Words just won't come out. Hence, tears (Wow I feel smart writing these few last sentences jskshsjd)

I love Sehyun sm :( The world truly doesn't deserve him.. I am very glad Sehyun's getting the ending he deserved. --more rambling-- We could see here most of men really ain't shit. I really hate Michael and all of his shitty friends. Sometimes we really didn't realize that some of our actions actually were impacting(?) stranger / someone's day / wtv whether it'd be good, bad, small, or big things. Idk how to put this into words-- english is hard.. Duh. But yeah

I.... I..still.. haven't fully recovered yet... I was screaming for the hotties in the first half, later on it made me anxious as heck. And BOOM I was crying waterfall. Nerve-wracking, heart-wrenching. I. Am. Exhausted. However, I STILL wanted to rate it as and I'd say this is A GEM regardless of all those dramas, toxicity, angsts, pains and sufferings I've been through Hoho. I am the fool, indeed. I LOVE the artstyle, the characters, the plot, the messages and CHISOO as well!!! Ig I am biased bc it's my cup of tea ^;o;^v

-Edit: Changing this to 'now reading' list bc it's getting S3. Im expecting for Jaeha's mental health improvement, aside from the third couple~- WOW I didnt expect Season 2 to be THAT intense. Wheww. Too many things I could learn from Jaeha and Hyun tbvh. I LOVE IT!!!! aaaAAAAA-- So here's my two cents- Dating or taking care of someone like Jaeha who is still in his trauma and unstable is easier said than done. It took TONS of patience and understanding. It was a huge move for Hyun to decide that he's going to date, take care and live together with him. I was anxious as heck thinking on how they are going to survive as lovers and housemates. They are both still STUDENTS too. It's kind of understandable to see Hyun is still having doubts and making mistakes-- he's in learning process. And Jaeha, it's expected that he'll still biting his nails and such. They are both GROWING AND TRYING SO HARD TO GET BETTER!!! I'm also so SO glad Jaeha is going to seek professional helps!! Let's go!! Proud of you! Im rooting for you, Jaeha! Hyun and Jaeha, fighting!!! *ugly cries* If anything happens to them I'm ending EVERYONE ueueueee

FUCKED UP SHIT. Proud of Yoon and Taejoon bc they able to went thru all those traumatic things. So imo the most broken boi award goes to--- Sehwan--!!! Though the glimpse of his past with his granny was heartbreaking af, all the things he did were still absolutely disgusting and unforgivable-- Turned out the story he told was not made up after all. Taejoon, Yoon and his mother; saddest thing was they cant do shit bc they were still a kid and had no power to protect themselves or ppl they loved. Their so called "father"; another disgusting piece of shit, deserved hell.

I love the artstyle so much!!! The plot!!! The development!! The characters!! I love all of them!! At first I was kinda dislike and so mad at Glen.. but yeah until he finally this and that lol Edit: My fav author!!! Kinda remember the important parts but I still forgor most of it. Need to reread!!!

Oh wow. At first I didn't take this manhwa 'seriously' bc I never thought it'll be this deep. It seems simple at first but as I read further, the depth is getting better. The pasts, emotions, growth.. Such a roller coaster ride to the end. I was bawling my eyes out for like what? 8-10 chapters max? Those hurt me so much. Nevertheless, I love how you will have to suffer no matter which character you are rooting for lol. Overall, I am quite satisfied I guess..? Do I recommend this? Tbf, idk. (Depending on which team you are,) If you gonna read this, read at your own risk lmfao. But ngl I am not going to torture myself to reread this. Ever. ----More more MORE rambling---- Spoiler alert lol. Personally it's hard to find a good love triangle story bc they mostly fail to balance the three MCs. This one- "The three of them had to learn how to claim themselves. Jooin; learn how to love, Yahwi; learn how to love without losing himself, Cain; learn how to love himself" -Author ^But I love this^. One of the biggest reasons why I can handle the ending is because of this concept(?). Idk Jooin kinda 'dumped' both of them ig? To focus on himself? And give them both spaces to find themselve too? (Another reason, I accidentally saw one word spoiler, so I already made my guess since the beginning. That was probably why I am calm rn? Lmfaoo) Or else I'll be rioting in this comment section bc how dare you rejected Cain my little sweetheart X( Cain! He is my fav character. I LOVE HIM!! I looooove everything about him idc. Don't get me started. It'll be 100k words long lol. Himbo or not I think he deserves the world idc idc. Just let me be delusional here. Enough with shoving reality fact that he won't be a good standard irl or wtv here (Kind of my fault tho bc I accidentally read that one comment) Oh and I don't like Jooin. He's kinda realistic that I dislike him. He's complicated, hard to understand, kinda annoying. He reminds me of someone I hate lol. He's for sure an excellent character bc of that. Yahwi, I hate him at first but gradually feeling natural towards him. I get it he's pitiful but he deserved all those beating on his face btw lol. Also! What's funny is in the beginning of the resolution, I thought I was already fine, but.. as soon as I saw Cain's face- I burst into tears, again.. and again.. It happened like twice, thrice?? His hurt face, his sappy smile BROKEEEE MY HEART INTO PIECESSSS like he's so preciousss im sobbingh yeah surely I LOVE HIM A LOT :( I might be wrong idk but I think maybe in this live he still think / act somehow like a wolf / animals bc he still stuck with the past. After Jooin free him from the shakles, I hope he will slowly learns to become himself each of his lives. Like for this current one, please live properly as a human! :') 1 star is missing bc I gave it to Cain :p *bweh*