Isso's manga / #Shettttt(இдஇ; )(210)

THATS IT???? ;-;;;;

AAAAAAAAAA MY ONE OF MY FIRST MANHUAAAAAA/NOVELLLLL I LOVE YOU DIANXIA

So, I MTLed up to chapter 120. Around 110, MC's trust in ML is completely broken and he becomes terrified of the ML. ML tries to "fix" things by erasing MC's memory, but that doesn't work and MC becomes more terrified of ML. Poor MC can't guide ML like before and MC believes that he'll be killed if he loses value. He believes the ML wants to kill MC and all ML needs is a flimsy excuse to do so. MC becomes afraid of even breathing loudly and considering ML has super senses + surveils MC 24/7 + confines MC to his home, MC is absolutely miserable and terrified all the time. ML tries to regain MC's trust in 2 ways: #1 ML invites the MC's friends over. Except that they're not the MC's friends--the MC finds out they've been mind controlled (or something) by ML. #2 When #1 doesn't work, ML has the MC say "I love you" to the ML over and over again as the ML r*pes him. Because I'm dumb, I didn't get what the author was trying to show us until MC runs away. I think the author wanted to portray to us the "world" of espers and guides and how twisted it is compared to normal human society and that's why MC is the way he is--for better contrast between "normal" and not. If you're interested in that aspect, I'd recommend Necromancer Survival. NS's MC is like the MC in this novel: naive, weak, s*upid. NS's MC has slow character growth but it's there and it's beautiful when it finally happens. The MC's kindness (really, it's just general polite/empathetic behavior...) is his weapon and weakness both because the "not normal" world just sees it as a weak spot or as foreign or as someone looking to take advantage. honestly I am leaving this review here that I found on novelupdates witten by "witchcraft" to WARN AND REMIND my future self what I am getting into