Siwhy's manga / #reencounter(14)

childhood friend dies, and uke leaves old town, comes back years later and re-encounters other childhood friend. bc of inferior complex uke blames himself for his friends death and has sex as self punishment but seme is understanding and tries to help him live life

uke has the power of suggestion, didn't want to accidentally use power on childhood friend (seme) so decided to make him forget about him but they re-encounter

uke jealous of seme in the past bc he had everything, only uke was getting good grades but seme managed to top him in that too and before uke felt superior.

uke thought he forced to seme to have x with him when they were young and took the blame, reencounter

internalized homophobia