Yuuhi's manga / #Suicidal(3)

Needs better translation. Ch. 25 - MC is planning her suicide while her brother and his friend and family Knight are out looking for a healer to help MC. Ch. 19 - MC is out with the Knight Lucas to find a quiet place to die. Ch. 18- The redhead creating the chaos is humiliated and her father doesn’t seem happy about it. Ch. 17 - In her brother’s wedding ceremony, MC apologized for all her behavior to her brother and feels overwhelmed by the unconditional love from the parents. She tries to kill her self by falling down the stairs but her Butler, Eiden, uses the magic he had always hidden to save her. MC met with her villainess right hand woman. She is trying to bully Eiden by spilling a drink on her own dress. Ch. 10 - MC apologized to her brother and Ariel, OG MC and Bro’s Fiancé. The OG ML stopped MC’s suicide. According to MC, her butler, Eiden and OG ML are all a bit two faced people who don’t like her.