fiffy's manga / #Cheating(4)

Papa Naoto and Papa Tomoyuki

Ongoing | Chabashira tatekichi | 2022 released

do i have to spell it out why im rating this two stars? 2 stars-rating is quite generous of me, but that's because the art is good, other than that, it's a complete trash. i dont wanna condone or validate any of these disgusting acts 'cause i have my own morals and values. this is messed up, especially the scene where naoto is calling is wife while doing disgraceful things behind their backs. idc if you fall inlove with each other. no matter what angle i look at your relationship, the result is all wrong. so wrong. oct 5, 2023 2/10 #GoodArtButMessedUp #DidntLikeThisOneBitImProudOfMyself

10 years where I loved you the most

Complete | Choda | 2000 released
2024-05-14 14:25 marked

may 14, 2024 8.9/10 imma give this 5 stars 'cause the amount of emotions I've felt throughout my reading experience here. although at first, i had my doubts, like, how everything is moving fast in the first chapters. the leukemia, the revelation of the affair, the doctor's growing attraction to lewis.. man, no one even warned me it would be thrown right on our faces, when i could've readied myself so. look, i know adolph was such an asshole for being a cheater but, BUT, seeing the impact of lewis' loss on him that made him realize his mistakes and own up to it, has made me think that everyone deserves another chance. i know everyone's betting on the doctor, but here i am hoping for the original couple to give their relationship a second shot. and i hope, they'll even be stronger together. but, as i see it- I'm not sure if lewis no longer has feelings for adolph seeing his very last moment was him blurting what was clearly a memory of him and adolph in high school. man, this really sucks. i guess, his death was really destined to happen in no time. but wasn't actually what hurt me. it's the anguish and pain, the pathetic man adolph has become after losing the love is his life.. forever. he really wasnt given another chance. i also feel bad for the guy adolph cheated on lewis with. i forgot his name, but when i read his point of view, where he said he lost everything because he loved, has caused my heart to ache. although it still doesn't justify his wrongdoings, he's still a human. we all are. we make mistakes and hurt others to make ourselves happy. the doctor, he's such a greenflag. he took care and loved lewis with all his heart. and knowing that he said to himself that he won't be able to love again (somewhere along that line) has given me the impression that he genuinely loved lewis. the manhua was beautiful. idk how the author made the story beautiful despite some noticeable holes, but nonetheless, it was beautiful i honestly don't know why i sympathize with wenxi jiang, but maybe because it only shows how people can get. that's human for you. spiteful. but as we realize our mistakes, we have to change and move forward #RIPLewis #PetitionForGivingOurManASecondChance

Boundary

Ongoing | PARKSO | 2000 released
2024-10-28 10:50 marked

October 28, 2024 8/10 a different perspective on relationships has revealed itself on me through the lense of what is called "Boundary", a BL manhwa. the story is about woohyun being in a relationship with two men at the same time, and being torn of whom his heart would wholly surrender to. and so, even in his state of bewilderment, he would juggle between two men and just let his body do the talking while the mind and heart's at conflict. however, in the latest chapter, it was revealed that the man he chose was his relationship of 6 years with his coworker, seok-il, over his first love and 2 year relationship, minhyuk. what piqued my interest whilst reading this is how real this situation can be; how people could fall inlove while being committed to other; how a cheater could stomach each hot moments with another guy when he just came from the arms of the person who loves him just as much. i find it disgusting how people would opt to choose their own desire and selfishness to hurt people who they claim are cared by them. reading this manhwa opened my eyes from this side of the world of relationships. i may find woohyun and minhyuk's love to be too much of a waste, but i find rest knowing woohyun let his rational mind speak itself and direct its whole decision of choosing the man he'd really, actually want. although the luxury of such when he's the one cheating is appalling, i just pass this off as a drama romance considering the amount of roller coaster ride j experienced within these 28 short chapters. and also, 'cause seok-il still wholeheartedly and undoubtedly forgave woohyun despite the pain he inflicted on him (without so much of a proper explanation bruh what an indecent guy). sigh, i really love that guy from the very start, he's shown great qualities. woohyun doesn't deserve him, but im glad he still settled with him 'cause i dont want this greenest forest to be devastated (over a trash:)) i just want him to be happy and be in a healthy relationship that he deserves. oh, and one last thing: the smut gives a different feel— a whole different than the smut I've read before. the bed scenes captures the realistic interactions and emotions during sex. from the beautiful art highlighting those seductive lines and expressions to those fine body proportions made this manhwa a satisfying read overall. no doubt, one of the best drawn smut with plot I've read:) #Seok-il×Woohyun×Minhyuk #Man, They'reAllSoFineArghMinhyuk'sUndeniablyHotAndOozingWithDominatingBadBoyAuraWhileSeok-il'sTheTypeToGiveHisLoverAllThatHeCanToPamperThemWithLoveAndDidIMentionedHe'sFreakinHandsome???T∆T

Serve, Get Thrusted and Beg for Love

Ongoing | Teniya yoshiwaki | 2019 released
2025-02-05 19:36 marked

feb 6, 2025 the smut art's so detailed that it actually made me feel things... but the story kinda draw me back coz i have that much empathy. i mean, maybe the cleaner guy wasn't actually being genuinely loved but just sexually exploited. i can help thinking it's that way coz that's how their relationship progressed in the story, like it's all they've ever done since they met