story rather on sad side but with happy ending hurt/comfort almost
so MC known he was gay at young age but get in his head ( by father words ) that it is a wrong thing to do
so when he become friends in middle school with shy and clumsy kid he tries to hold back hs feelings they frindship grow untill friend confess and with his negative way of thinking he distance himslef deny his feelings
they meet again after high school and become firnds again even if the feeling was still strong and thing " i have to make him happy but i cant be by his side" stay so he criticise his bff lover - he was with married woman - and he break his heart again to "make him happy"
finally when confession happend they still dont comunicate enough so they break up
moth later when MC eventually break through his thoughs proces he runs to him and confess his love and all his fears and doubts and all the feeling
so happy end and they are lovers
also other guy is very lonley and depressed person and only his bf - then bff kept him going
Kimi ni Ienai Koto ga Aru