Kaiiaa's manga / #trauma(38)

https://battwo.com/chapter/1533055 133 MC an important person from a religious cult-did some questionable things -locked up those memories in her head and faints anytime those memories come up 86 seme buys hari a gift 91 seme tells hari that he’ll go with her anywhere she wants when she brings up wanting to move abroad 100 seme explains to mideum what he likes about hari and tells hari to quickly wake up cuz he misses her 105 hari finally wakes up and seme welcomes her 108 make out, almost do it, then they spend the night together sleeping 115 pretty sure seme eats hari out (not shown)

30 24 they kiss, uke likes it, telling seme he always likes it when he’s with seme, they begin foreplay , uke cums for the first time 1 uke first time meeting seme and thinks he’s like an angel and smells nice 2 uke wants to see seme one last time before he checks out of hotel room since he inspires uke to draw again 3 seme watches uke eat cake and gets hard after seeing him lick the cream from his mouth 4 seme gets hard once again seeing uke enjoy another piece of cake and doesn’t understand his reaction, thinks about how uke’s looks are just his type but he’d never go for someone so naive, but turns car around to go gift uke more sweets he got and can’t wait to see the look on ukes face 5 uke dreams about kissing seme (forgets he does) 6 seme rubs the cream off uke’s face and takes care of him after he collapses from peanut allergy he didn’t know he had, uke gets super flustered, seme thinks about how uke is making him do out of character things and how he doesn’t want to leave the hotel even though his plan was to go 7 tatum asks why seme is so curious to learn more about uke since they already screened him and seme doesn’t know either, tatum also notes seme is in a pretty good mood 8 seme seductively ties uke’s apron back, uke’s heart goes into overdrive 9 bella finds it really suspicious that seme wants to go back so quickly and asks if it’s because of uke, which seme says maybe + uke waits for seme, wants to call him but doesn’t know how, and tells himself he shouldn’t get his hopes up 10 uke is able to draw again and thinks about how it’s all thanks to seme 11 seme finds out how ukes uncle is using him and feels annoyed by it- something he notes he usually never would feel 12 seme rubs crumbs off uke again, thinks about how enticing his skin is, uke playfully bites his finger which drives him crazy, seme jerks off to the thought of uke while on the phone with him 13 seme takes uke to an art gallery, uke gets emotional from seeing a painting and cries, seme kisses uke’s eyes as ‘comfort’ 14 seme tells uke he’s seen thousands of paintings and can tell ukes paintings have something special about them, bella calls seme out for acting so smitten and treating uke so differently from anyone else, uke wants to share what he likes with seme (aka cake) 15 seme is coming back from chicago and uke wishes he can see seme and wonders what he’s doing, seme comes back and personally feeds uke and wipes cream off face thinking how he wishes he could do more (physically) 16 seme thinks about why he’s so attracted to uke 18 uke gets horribly beaten by his uncle where he can’t even move and worries about not being able to pick up if seme calls, uke misses seme and cries thinking about how they might never see each other again and how seme was the most beautiful person he’s ever seen, seme is worried and gets a helicopter back to new york even though he’s got a ton of work 19 seme saves uke and takes care of him 20 seme shows him the new york skyline, says he’ll always be there to protect him so he shouldn’t feel scared, holds uke to prevent him from falling, uke gets super flustered, seme tells uke he’ll be his sponsor for his art since he likes his art, uke is happy and accepts 21 uke tells seme he feels like he’s in heaven right now, seme leaves saying he wont be back for awhile, uke hopes seme can come back soon from his work since he misses him 22 uke wears seme’s clothes cuz they smell like him and it makes him feel like he’s with him (kinda like nesting) 25 they sleep zzz together for the first time and uke doesn’t feel lonely anymore, seme thinks uke is so adorable when he eats and gives him kisses on his cheek, uke wonders if he’s allowed to be this happy 26 seme won’t focus on his work and just stares at uke through the security cameras, goes to buy back paintings cuz he wants uke to not be exploited and live a carefree life luwan (brown hair w/ blue eyes) =seme whose the chaebol (military stuff/yacht/boats) hyeon (pen name 77) = uke bella= girl whose seme’s friend and assistant tatum (brown hair, grey eyes): seme’s other friend and assistant (in mexico tracking down sandy) armuca= super tan assistant/friend sandy= other housekeeper guy who stole semes rubix cube and ran away to mexico that they are tracking in hopes he’ll lead him to his boss caleb (super sleep deprived)= ukes douche art teacher xx= ukes uncle whose on the run after beating uke so horribly, really sus- might be smuggling drugs or human trafficking

49 (read left to right)(free on tapas) https://tapas.io/episode/500166 1 uke attacks seme and runs him over 3 seme wants his phone back, sees uke is scared of the dark and takes his hand to lead him to where the streetlights are, uke returns his phone and had set semes lock screen as a photo of himself 5 psychologist tells uke seme must have been benevolent and clever for helping him when uke never told seme he’s scared of the dark, jovis questions how uke is still alive considering he hurt a black death member (seme) and they usually hunt ppl who hurt them down 6 security tries to shoot seme, uke moves his hand so he misses 8 seme leaves to visit uke rather than hang with his gang friends like usual- joris’ brother makes fun of him for it 10 seme sees all the lightbulbs and flashlights uke has and figures out he’s scared of the dark, lies down on uke’s bed and falls asleep (drank uke’s glass of water that had a sleeping pill in it)16 seme takes a shower cuz uke called him stinky (tapas episode 25) seme takes ukes sleeping pills because it’s bad for his health 27 psychologist tells uke that seme might be trying to become friends with him bc he needs a friend since uke tased seme and seme didn’t even get mad 28 joris tries to kidnap uke again and seme saves him 29 seme tells uke to stop hanging around joris because he’s concerned for his safety (talks super rudely to 34 seme waits for uke outside to drive him home on his motorcycle 35 seme saves uke from ugly fat dude 36 seme ‘hugs uke’ in front of him as he drives his motorcycle 37 seme helps uke help take mr.gastons luggage up the stairs 39 seme kills ugly fat dude and his henchmen since he knows fat dude won’t stop until he kills uke 40 seme visits uke to give him his snapchat as a means of contact, uke sees seme is all cut up and helps tend his wounds, seme tells him he’s courageous and unafraid anyone, not even scared of him 41 seme sees uke’s drawings of the demons uke sees (no ones other than therapist has seen them) and is understanding of it, uke thinks about how therapist told him seme might be in need of a friend but doesn’t know it which confuses him and uke steps closer to seme/ pecks his cheek (can’t tell the drawing was not obvs) 11 seme comes to visit uke again to get him to text him on snap, tells uke he wants to spend more time with him 11.1 they playfight Tera (seme, a tracer whose the best in the gang-known as the black death brotherhood at parkour, friends with Joris’ older brother), Joris (jo, semes long haired ‘friend’ who tries to enter their gang-since his brother is in it- by kidnapping uke, works as a barista now), Joris’ Brother (friends with seme, in the same gang with seme, cuts Joris off and doesnt want to have any relations with him), Uke’s Uncle (police chief), Monsieur Gaston (ukes neighbor and elderly man who his grandma has a crush on), Bob (another police officer who knows uke), Murent Lee (ukes psychologist) Alex (other friend of joris with the mid length hair) Muta (ugly fat dude, an enemy of semes, wants to kill uke for humiliating him so seme kills him) uke has sleep paralysis, lost both his parents and his brother (don’t know how though)

1 seme thinks about how he’s fallen in love with him despite himself, confesses to uke saying he’d want to go out with him, gifts him a lantern plant which he likes a lot (would never admit ofc) 3 seme says he wants to learn more about him cuz he loves him, uke hugs seme saying he loves him, they get together 4 uke wants to make seme feel good since he didn’t know it was his bday and didn’t get him anything, cuts his hair to match the bad haircut he gave seme, tells seme he loves him too 5 uke feels bothered that he doesn’t know anything of semes past, watches seme sleep to make sure he’s still alive (fear that his loved one dies like the first time), seme passes out and uke cries panicking thinking he died, so seme changes his sleeping habits to go to bed after and wake up before uke (also changed it after he would be attacked by uke in the middle of the night which he doesn’t do anymore) 7 uke calls his parents after years says he’s with the person who makes him really happy shouta kinashi =seme ex boxer, bodyguard aoi onizuka (satoru hayama) =uke bartender masato= ukes old lover who got stabbed to death

extra 1 1 seme is the first person to tell uke to live 2 seme is the first person uke’s talked and eaten with, does it with seme thinking that is what he has to do as a wife 3 seme unchains uke saying he’s free to leave, brings him to see the sunrise by the ocean, kisses him and leaves saying he’ll never be free if he’s with him 4 uke refuses to leave, is attacked by seme’s beast form and hugs him saying it’s ok to eat all of him bc being with seme is where he wants to be (rather die by seme’s side) 5 uke wants to be with seme, they get together, do it 6 they run away together, uke protects seme from humans, gets shot (tranquilizers), seme thinks he’s dead, howls and cries, both wake up in a place where beast and human coexist (seme’s mom saves them), kiss and do it quickly in the morning, live together in the new land kyouya=seme hinata =uke

1 seme treats uke’s wounds 2 seme hears banging and goes to save uke (he’s fine) uke kisses and goes to undo semes pants as “punishment” for butting into his business, seme kisses him back 3 they do it, spend the night together, seme cooks them breakfast, uke proposes they be fuck buddies 4 seme makes uke dinner after seeing him only eat convenience food5 they do it, seme keeps stopping uke from immediately putting it in and spends time loosening uke up, uke hugs seme asking to stay like this for awhile 6 seme wonders if he likes uke since he can’t stop worrying and thinking about him7 uke waits in front of seme’s door after being abused by jihyuk, hugs seme, seme tells him he likes him and to stay with him 8 uke has a nightmare, seme cuddles him as comfort 9 uke tells seme they are only fuck buddies and to mind his own business- gives him bj to prove his point 10 uke tries doing it with his book publisher but keeps thinking of seme and can’t get it up unless he pictures his face instead, stops book publisher saying he doesn’t want to do it and goes home where seme is waiting for him out in the cold 11 they sleep (zzz) together and uke strokes seme’s head noticing he has a fever from waiting out in the cold 12 seme returns home to find uke still at his place and had gotten him takeout dinner, uke confesses to seme that all his anxiety goes away when he’s with him and he feels warm which is why he’s still here and couldn’t do it with anyone else 13 they do it, uke waits for him when he tells him he wants to take him somewhere 14 seme takes uke to the beach at sunset 15 uke faints, flashback to when uke tried drowning himself in the ocean, wakes up to seme and hugs him saying he wants to go home 16 uke breaks things off with seme after jihyuk threatens to tell seme about uke’s past, uke thinks to himself that he was stupid about thinking that falling in love would ever work out for him19 seme can’t find uke, randomly meets him when he’s out drinking, takes him home 20 they do it, seme says he like him and to tell him everything bc he doesn’t care about the past 21 uke admits his feelings and they get together 22 seme asks uke to move in with him, uke kisses seme saying he needs more time 23 uke cries and tells jihyuk he really does like seme, goes back and cries telling seme just how much he likes him even from the beginning24 uke wakes up and hugs seme goodbye when he leaves for work, they do it 27 uke tells him his whole past and seme still wants to be with him28 they do it and say ‘i love you’ to each other 30 uke brings seme clothes after they get wet, meets seme’s friends and is happy he got to learn more about seme from his friends 36 uke sees seme smiling on phone with jaebin, gets jealous and gives seme bj 38 book editor notes to uke that he looks happier now and it shows in his writing 39 seme tells jaebin to stop flirting (cuz he has no interest), uke tells seme he’s getting his book published and leans in telling seme he’s super happy, asks to move in together saying he’ll learn to cook, gain weight, and be even better, seme says the wait was worth it 41 uke gets raped by jihyuk, seme beats the living crap out of him and takes care of uke even though uke tries to run away bc he doesn’t want seme to see him defiled like that42 seme freaks out when he can’t find uke in the hospital and hugs him when he finds him getting fresh air on the rooftop, uke worries about seme 43 uke begs seme not to go, hugging him tightly asking him to stay, they take bath together, uke asks why seme’s being so distant and seme tells him it’s cuz he won’t be able to hold back since he’ll be too possessive trying to make him his and hurt him- uke tells him he doesn’t have a problem with that and to get on with it since he’s never even been close to hurting him and it’s uke that been worrying he’s hurting seme instead, they hug and kiss saying ‘i love you’ to each other, uke says he’s adorable and cute 44 they do it saying how happy they are, how uke loves kissing him, seme says i love you 45 they are all lovey dovey seung-chan kang =seme, office worker hyesung yoon=uke, writer jihyuk= uke’s abusive ‘partner’/fuck buddy that was the younger brother of uke’s best friend who died from car accident sunghan= semes coworker friend mr.kim= ukes boss friend jaebin= semes new worker that looks like uke

https://bato.to/chapter/1616736 22 theo texts uke asking if he’s got a bf which is why he doesn’t come back as often, seme tells uke he should say yes which is why he’s not coming home tonight, assistant walks in on them doing it 23 assistant notes that he never thought he’d see the day seme acts so normally like he does with uke- with seme even getting sleep 24 seme is told he needs to kill again, starts having horrible thoughts, uke holds his hand and calms him down-seme thinks uke is now his meaning 25 uke’s sister gets threatened bc of seme, seme feels guilty and apologizes, uke holds his hand comforting him 26 theo blames uke for everything, seme tells uke he’ll do everything to protect what’s important to him, introduces himself as his lover to theo 27 uke tells seme about his life and how he’ll take responsibility for seme as well, seme thinks about how uke is taking his broken pieces and putting him back together again, they kiss and seme thinks ‘i love you’ 28 seme makes uke hot chocolate, uke kisses seme, cuddles him, says ‘i love you’, seme blushes and tells uke he’s going to meet with his father bc now he has a reason to live (uke), thinks abt how only uke has ever been true in his feelings for him (not his father) 29 uke jumps in front of seme to protect him, gets shot 30 seme sits by uke hospital bedside telling him that his worst nightmare now is him never waking up 31 seme shoots his father (after being told that the reason uke got shot and will always be in danger is bc he was too nice and left his father alive) 32 uke wakes up, han tells uke she’s finally found semes weakness (him) after hearing him cry asking to use her hospital to save uke and suggests he leave seme for seme’s sake, uke refuses saying he needs seme, seme comes in, uke says he looks better, seme says it’s bc uke told,him he likes handsome guys so he’s been trying his best not to look sleep deprived and malnourished, uke laughs 33 they move in together with theo, uke sends both of them off to school/work in the mornings- they feel like a real family, seme often sleeps peacefully 34 uke comes unto seme wanting to do it since theo won’t be home, they do it- uke hugs seme saying he loves him, seme wonders if it’s ok to yearn this much for uke when he’s not worthy of it and kisses him saying he loves him too, seme wakes up from nightmare by dreaming of how his wish from folding 1000 cranes came true- that uke is his dearest wish, hugs uke tightly 35.1 seme gets super uneasy at the fact uke has so many friends- wonders what will happens if uke suddenly realizes seme’s not all that great and he has better options 35.2 uke knows what seme’s thinking and worries for ‘his beloved’, kisses him and tells him to hurry up and do him, they do it, thinks abt how he can convey that he’s fallen madly in love with him 35.3 they’re all lovey dovey, uke proposes to seme and they promise they’ll be together until their dying days -craig=uke, left with fathers gambling debts, mom left them -director chun, dean =seme, director -theo= ukes little sister (dresses like a guy) who blames everything on uke -nicolas=semes right hand man, got an irish accent -director han= girl that looks like a rlly hot guy