Kaiiaa's manga / #older uke(78)

23 2 flashback to when they first meet when seme is still a child, seme Is already blushing, uke asks him to perform his music for him and seme immediately does, seme’s Mom wonders what is going on because usually if somebody asks him to perform he would never do it, uke reminisces how seme has always been his favorite treasure with flashback photos of them playing together and hanging out 3 semes parents take all of ukes money for their gambling debt and run away, they stab him with a wine bottle and he ends up in the hospital in critical condition, seme finds out and cries by his hospital bed saying that he’ll pay back everything 4 back to present day, uke is still pissed off and takes his anger out on seme saying that he’s gonna have to pay back all of their debt, semes willing to do anything, uke makes it sound like he has to sleep with an important client to prove he’s being honest (but wasn’t actually going to make him do it), seme KISSES uke saying that he doesn’t want to have his first kiss be the client, uke pushes him away 8 seme learns uke is into guys 9 seme sees that uke’s room doesn’t have traces of another person and is relieved thinking he wouldn’t be able to stand it if there was 10 uke buys seme dinner pretending he ‘buys extra for himself’, seme is sad uke won’t meet his eyes asking why he hates him, uke says he doesn’t hate him, flashback to when uke is still hospitalized and finds out seme dropped out to pay his hospital bills and is getting a job (recruiter for job is a kidnapper), uke panics and screams to the nurse to bring seme back, ultimately saving him and makes him promise to go back to school 11 seme tries to confess but uke won’t let him b/c he knows he won’t be able to handle it 12 uke sees seme posing with other actor as a ‘couple’ (seme only agreed to do so b/c the other actor had promised he wouldn’t hit on uke if seme did it) and tells their manager he forbids them from actually getting into one, manager laughs saying he truly cares abt seme since he would have allowed it if it were any other rookie, uke responds saying it’s so he can repay him 13 the other actor gets casted for a new drama and cries to seme thanking him for helping him, hugs seme, seme pats him back, uke sees (didn’t hear the conversation), drops his napkin, walks away 13 the casting director is a perv and keeps touching uke, makes him drink during their company dinner as punishment since uke keeps dodging his advances, seme offers to drink in his place, the casting director says that’s not good enough and says to seme instead, he should make out with the other actor, uke takes the shot saying he’ll drink, seme grabs uke and shoves the casting director away since uke can’t drink bc his liver was basically removed after the accident with semes parents 14 seme hugs uke saying he’ll protect him regardless of anything, when he’s held in semes arms uke notes he feels some unknown emotion other than fear, seme starts unbuttoning uke’s shirt saying he wants to see his scar, uke gets flushed and tries to push away but ultimately lets him,they get interrupted 15 seme knows he should stop his advances but he can’t bc he can’t stop loving uke 16 seme notes it would be a dream come true to win the best actor film award, uke says he has no time to pursue these dreams, seme says it’s fine since he can pursue it in another life since this one is dedicated to uke, uke doesn’t get why seme is like this considering how mean he is to him and that he’s clearly using him for revenge on his parents, wonder maybe it’s cuz he’s been single for too long that he can’t resist semes advances, sees how many followers seme recently received and doesn’t understand why he feels uneasy rather than happy 17 uke is mean to seme, seme takes it, uke cries after, secretary liu tells seme that uke is actually secretly looking out for him 18 uke tries to arrange a date for himself to get over being swayed by seme but can’t go through with it, uke finds a film he used to watch with seme as a child, smiles saying he can finally watch it since seme said he wanted to 19 seme gets a bunch of gifts for his acting, uke notes he won’t be able to monopolize seme anymore (which was a reason why he told seme that he needed to repay his parents debt bc he thought that might be the only way to keep seme by his side) 21 semes face gets a little hurt, uke gets worried 22 uke sees seme’s bare chest, face turns red and gets quite frazzled, can’t sleep bc he’s racked with guilt from feeling something for seme when he should be the uncle 23 uke sees seme having a nightmare where he’s crying about his mother, uke feels super guilty that he shouldn’t be taking his anger out on seme whose done nothing wrong and taking away his freedom but uke’s also scared seme will leave him if he doesn’t and he wouldn’t know what to do if seme leaves, that he could never imagine losing seme, seme wakes up and begs uke to never leave him like his parents, hugs uke

38 18 seme tells uke he’s figured out what it is about him (that he’s held for 10 years) and it’s that he turns him on, uke grabs his hard on and squeezes hard saying he doesn’t sleep with younger men and to get his thing out of his face, seme hugs him instead 21 uke asks if seme recognized him immediately when they met for the loan business, seme says yes since uke was famous back in high school for baseball, wants to play baseball with him even though he doesn’t like baseball 23 uke reminds seme of geraniums, buys them from his florist who remarks that he’s never been interested in them before 27 flashback to when they first meet (uke doesn’t know it’s seme since he’s got a motorcycle helmet on) where seme tells uke to run away from the loan sharks, present moment they get hit by a truck exactly like how uke’s parents had died, uke begs seme to survive 28 seme has short term memory loss, uke recalls that right after the accident seme stroked his face saying he’s glad he was sitting in the back, flashback to when seme was watching uke play baseball in the stands, uke worries abt the possibility seme never regains his memories 29 seme wakes up and apparently remembers himself watching uke play and that he shone brightly, tells uke the mole under his eye is super attractive, uke gets annoyed and wonders why he ever worried about seme losing his memories forever, seme thinks abt how uke is like a flower and that flower is his 38 THEY DO IT since seme keeps asking for it and uke is trying to tame him

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47 1 seme asks if uke wants to hook up with him, uke can’t say no thinking ‘where would I meet such a beautiful man again’, THEY do it (its uke’s first time), uke doesn’t want to let go of seme bc his embrace is so comforting 2 they meet again after the hookup as seme’s half sister is the ceo of ukes company and made seme lay low and work for the company as their model for 6 months bc he’s been too scandalous and rowdy 3 seme refuses to cooperate and uke tries to convince him, seme asks to be sex partners since he’s taken a liking to him for the 6 months he’s here, uke ends up agreeing 4 THEY do it (seme’s place or some rlly fancy hotel room) 5 seme thinks how even though uke is super clumsy their bodies are insanely compatible 8 THEY do it in the car, uke says it feels so good 9 uke is being bullied by his manager, seme sticks up for him and takes care of him after, later thinks that uke’s got him worried and that he’s never worked so hard for any of his previous sex partners before 10 uke notes he would normally feel all over the place but he instead feels safe and calm when seme is there 11 seme is texting uke smiling and his stylist is disgusted wondering what’s up with his idiotic expression wondering if he has a lover, they eat together and uke is pleasantly surprised that their conversation flowed effortlessly the entire time since he thought it would be awkward but it was actually a lovely time 12 THEY do it and it’s super sweet (they kiss), uke WONDERS if its normal to fall so easily for someone, cries and hugs seme thinking how for seme he’s probably just a momentary diversion 13 seme is in disbelief at how good uke looks after hair, makeup and styling for fashion week, uke sees how much seme shines walking down the runway and is embarrassed that he thought seme’s light could possibly be his when he’s clearly from a different world and glad they have a 6 month time limit so he can control his heart 14 aiden’s model friend sees uke’s hickeys and laughs saying no wonder seme has been doing things he doesn’t normally do, uke is saddened when he learns these models were all seme’s sex partners and runs away before he reveals his heart to seme, they sorta have a little fight and seme tells uke to undress since they r sex partners, uke obeys but he starts crying doing so, seme feels bad and leaves uke sobbing alone 16 seme hears uke got into an accident, goes to visit the er immediately, is stopped by his manager saying he needs to finish the photo shoot and manager asks what their relationship is since seme’s been doing a lot of things he normally wouldnt do like take on additional photo shoots, seme says he doesn’t know cuz he’s all confused, seme thinks about how much he enjoyed the time they spent together and wants to apologize to uke and to tell him he was terrified for him and he’s still worried and that he missed him but ends up telling uke he wants to end the contract instead 17 seme is determined to tell uke how he feels once ukes discharged 18 seme picks uke up and his stylist laughs at how seme got a haircut purposefully for this, princess carries uke to his apartment, notices uke has seme’s modeling pics by his bed stand and blushes 19 seme brings a blanket for uke so he doesn’t get cold 20 seme apologizes to uke and CONFESSES telling him he wants to be in a REAL relationship with him, blushes super hard 21 uke CONFESSES saying he couldn’t help thinking they were in a relationship and got jealous of semes old sex partners but that he’s worried he’s not good enough for seme, seme rejects that thought and asks uke to be his boyfriend, uke agrees and they GET TOGETHER 22-23 THEY do it, seme says he likes uke so so much 25 uke runs out of work once he’s done and waits for seme incredibly excited, all lovey dovey outside and semes stylist sees saying how he’s never seen seme engage in so much pda before 26 uke gives seme flowers telling him word for word ‘i like you’ since he never told him directly how he feels 27 seme’s half sister says she doesn’t know if there’s anyone on earth who’s really capable of taming seme, next scene is seme and uke making out implying uke is the one 28 ukes flashback thinking abt the night before where THEY do it in the motel room uke had gotten them for after the date they went on that he had also planned, uke gets horny and pounces on seme at night 29 THEY do it, uke notes that seme’s place has become a space that warms his heart, uke smiles feeding seme a strawberry 30 uke notes how it feels easier to breathe after dating seme, asks seme’s stylist how to make a relationship last since he wants to be with seme for as long as possible, notes he turned down seme’s offer to move in together (seme’s never even had a roommate before) 33 they miss each other since uke has to work overtime and can’t meet, seme goes to uke’s place, uke cries in his arms bc he’s been so tired and happy to see him 34 seme comforts uke 36 uke resigns, thinks how he wants to buy a ring for seme with his severance pay 37 seme’s half sister notes uke is not the type seme usually goes for, uke gets kidnapped but deals with the kidnapper himself, wonders what would have happened if the kidnapper had went for seme instead, he thinks that he wants to protect seme forever and to shout to everyone that he’s his, he tells seme that they should move in together 38 uke moves in with seme, THEY do it, uke notes seme feels like he’s removed all his restraints 39 they wake up together all cuddled up, DO IT 41 side stories, 7 years later, seme is wearing a couple ring from uke 42 seme comes from work, uke hugs him welcoming him back home 45 THEY do it, seme thinks how he used to be so selfish and now he’s fallen head over heels for someone, thinks abt how uke is someone he can’t help but love

47 1 they meet for the first time 18 seme starts avoiding uke, uke asks his friend what to do and that he wants to keep seme around for longer, his friend is surprised bc he’s never made an effort to keep someone around him before so he must like him quite a bit 21 seme goes in to kiss uke but they r interrupted 22 seme KISSES uke 23 uke KISSES him back and they MAKE OUT, seme asks if uke’s going to regret it, uke says no and gives him a hickey, JERK each other off 24 uke notes he enjoyed doing all those things with seme and wouldn’t minding sleeping with him 25 they DO IT 26 uke is sore all over but thinks about how it felt great 27 tells seme he wants to do it with him again and KISSES him 30 they ‘DO IT’ btw the thighs 32 2 months go by as what uke thinks is a fuck buddiy relationship (uke knows he feels more than friendship towards seme but since he’s been socially autistic his while life he doesn’t know if what he feels is romantic or not), they don’t see each other for awhile due to exams, uke goes to find seme and when they meet again uke tells seme it’s nice seeing him again in person 33 seme is sick and uke takes care of him, notes how all that time apart rlly made him wanna have sex 34 uke tries to kiss seme but seme stops him since he’s sick, uke keeps insisting and they KISS, uke gives him a BJ 35 THEY DO IT

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67 3-4 they do it (noncon) 10 seme sees uke smile for the first time 19 gonna spend a night together in motel (convenience not cuz romance) seme starts kissing uke’s chest, doesn’t understand why and quickly leaves room 22-3 seme does it to uke non con 27-8 seme follows uke to the motel he stays at and can’t help but ‘do it’ (not out in) with uke even though his brains telling him not to and nearly kisses him which makes him run away again 32-3 uke wonders why everyone’s abandoned him as he’s dying and thinks maybe he’s got some problem while seme is trying to find him 34-5 seme finds uke and thinks he’s dead- breaks down crying (like a baby) and kills the guy even though he’s not allowed as a police 38 seme makes a plan to pursue seme and make him his, hangs out at the flower shop bugging uke, uke smiles 39 seme takes uke on a vacation to his summer house, notes that he’s never given more time attention to uke than any women he’s ever dated, but is happy nonetheless, uke thanks seme for taking care of Ms.Kim 41 uke runs a fever, falls asleep and SNUGGLES up in seme’s arms, rubs his head against seme’s chest, seme cuddles him and kisses him passionately 43 seme brings uke dumplings again, uke says it tastes good, seme and his underlings go into shock since hes never said that before in his life, makes plans do get dinner with uke for christmas eve but uke says hes gotta work, seme realizes just how little uke prioritizes him and will never compare to Kangwoo, gets super pissed and leaves, uke tries to understand why they couldnt get dinner some other day (doesnt understand the importance of Christmas eve) 45 seme gets stabbed in the arm and doesnt make it to the flower shop, uke feels lonely, wants to call him but talks himself out of it 46 SEME doesnt show up for a week, uke thinks abt how seme was the first person to save him, to get upset at his ‘i’ll just give my life up’ mentality, and to tell him to get better and come back, also the person to come visit him everyday with food for half a year and the one to start making him smile, decides to call him the next day, sees seme got stabbed, gets angry at whoever did that to seme, makes seme stay with him at his place 47 uke thinks abt how the air was knocked out of him when he learned seme was a target, regrets not calling him thinking he could have been dead this entire time, notes his hands get clammy and his chest feels tight thinking about that, uke sees seme completely furnished his apartment, smiles, notes that hes never sat side by side with someone to watch tv like they r doing rn and that its nice to have someone talkative around 48 uke asks seme why hes so nice to him, seme cant answer even though he wants to say ‘i like you’, regrets sexually assaulting uke, uke sees seme looks all down, feels his forehead to see if he has a fever, they watch the new year countdown and wish each other a happy new year, uke tucks seme into bed and gets into bed with him (zzz) 49 uke wants to protect seme so he calls his underlings 51 uke wonders why he’s going out of his way helping seme 53 uke helps seme put on his shirt, recalls how warm it had felt, wonders if that’s why he can’t seem to chase seme away, smiles to himself thinking how annoying seme is 54 seme grabs uke’s hand to hold it on their commute home, uke doesn’t reject it, uke boils eggs for their breakfast after learning seme likes eggs and after seme complains how uke’s breakfast taste worse than prison food, also buys them meat for dinner and smiles thinking it was worth it after seeing seme chattering away about how they should cook it 55 uke thinks about the times seme kissed his scars and how he really liked the warmth of it 56 seme feels uke up, uke stops him thinking he’s trying to pry info for him, seme tries to clear that misunderstanding up and CONFESSES his love 57 uke thinks about how he doesn’t not like it, THEY do it 58 following morning uke notes that it feels like a weight has been lifted off his shoulder and smiles thinking him and seme feel almost comfortable, knows he likes seme (ever since he found seme waiting for him at the flower shop after recovering) but is still hesitant on agreeing to seme’s proposal that they live together 64 seme buys a condo and new cafe flower shop and ropes uke into living with him in the condo and working at the cafe 65 uke thinks how seme isn’t so terrible of a housemate even though he’s stubborn and unpredictable, living with him wasnt bad at all, that he had gotten so used to him that when seme moved out, he felt like the whole place was empty, seme is beaming with delight that uke is moving in and his coworkers note he’s gone real gaga over whoever he’s currently seeing, seme notes he’s entirely under ukes spell 67 uke wonders why he keeps giving into seme’s wants (moving in, eating etc) and doesn’t push him away when seme doesnt physically overpower him, comes to the conclusion that deep down he doesnt want to push seme away and hes been willing to be dragged along all this time, seme’s all anxious asking him to sleep in the same bed and uke finds seme cute for that, blushes thinking about the time seme told him he loves him and how seme’s really changed everything about himself to pursue him, strokes seme’s head saying he’s cute -Park Mokhwa (uke, used to be in gang, runs flower shop after being betrayed and stabbed), Nakwon (seme, cop tracking down gang), Park Kangwoo (elusive gang-Dongyang-boss, ‘mad cow, ’was the only one who had uke’s back when he was younger, uke is super loyal to him, seems to secretly look out for uke), Kim Gap Seon (got away), Ms.Kim-Kim Jung-ae (owner of flower shop), Park Hayeon (uke’s sister, abandoned uke bc he killed her abusive bf? that was abt to hurt her), Lieutenant Seo (semes underling)

31 they just got out of the room full of aphrodisiac (seme shot himself to keep himself clearheaded), they’re trying to hunt down quentin whose trying to capture uke’s body so he can use its properties to create new drugs since uke’s pheromones can heal himself and locate gold (but nobody knows that, I’m pretty sure Quentin just knows that uke’s body has some special property to it) 8 uke cant seem to get himself to run away bc he’s worried abt seme’s safety 13 flashback to uke saving seme’s life ten years ago by taking a bullet for him 15 seme kisses uke and uke wonders why his heart is beating so fast 16 uke’s body starts reacting to seme’s pheromones 17 seme DOES IT to uke and temporarily marks him

24 2 they DO IT 3 uke reminisces on how good it was 6 seme notes uke had awaken his heart after 300 years of it being dormant 7 seme tells uke he likes him 8 seme notes the guy he bit all those years ago (doesnt realize it was uke) is the only blood that tasted good 9 seme won’t leave uke alone and gets him in the mood uke ends ups begging for it badly 11 uke wonders why he can’t get himself to hate seme even though seme is clearly arrogant and self indulgent, and his desire to avoid getting close to anyone has begun to dissipate, notes it’s the first time he’s ever done such intimate things with another person 13 seme warns off his colleague stating that uke is his lover 14 uke realizes he needs to break things off with seme bc the werewolf tracker almost tracked him down, gets sad bc he rlly doesn’t want to break things off yet 17 uke lies there all dejected bc he thinks he’ll never see seme again since he gave him the vampire hunter weapon seme wanted so there’s no reason for seme to come back 21 seme knows that uke is very likely to be his parents’ killer and plans his revenge by having uke fall in love with him and then killing him

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