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See You Never

Ongoing | tian xi | 2019 released

104-2nd cp is being told what it means to be an alpha/omega chinese raws- 来生不见 free on bilibili: https://www.bilibilicomics.com/detail/mc435 (need to log in so i dont); manhuahot>lalamanga (up to chp 90-manhuahot is one chp behind mangago, 90+ is manhuahot) chps that made me feel feels: 1,3, 39 29 they meet again after years apart since high school and 30 seme kisses him 41 uke decides to allow seme 64 seme clears up misunderstanding from past life showing how he’s always loved uke 67 seme saves uke from mudslide and gets his leg crushed 81 uke kisses seme 83 seme asks to be sacrificed and have his soul scattered in exchange for dude healing uke’s illness and keeping him safe 84 uke is shocked when he finds out seme ended his life by jumping off a building after he died, cries asking seme if it hurt and places his head on his lap, asks seme to take him to watch the sunrise 85 THEY make out-uke rlly dominant 86 seme accidentally calls uke his wife and panics but uke is rlly into it-asks him to say it again and kisses him, THEY kiss passionately 87 uke moves in with seme, THEY kiss (uncensored) 90 (on manhuahits website) they employ the experiment, seme is bearing with it thinking abt how he might actually die, thinks abt how much he misses uke and wishes they could have spend more time together, uke barges in, they hold each other, seme is recognized as the main controller by the current universe (zero zone plane), heals his legs and a bit of uke’s tumor 92 ke mei tells uke abt seme’s newfound power 93 seme proposes 97 we get told they go to netherlands to register for marriage big brother side couple: 51, 89 they both get affected by the space time collision-start to turn to omega/alpha 96 seme starts smelling uke’s pheromones 101 uke goes into heat, seme starts losing his senses 102 seme kisses him, THEY do it -Xia Lin (uke, died of cancer in 1st life, studying to be a doctor now, family good friends with seme’s family-business partners), Song Yan (seme, works at his family’s company, most powerful master of their current universe), Xia Liang (uke’s older brother, heir to their family company), Zhou Shuo (uke’s brothers secretary, cp), Ke Mei (space time ‘researcher/team member’, doctor with uke), Song Huai Jin (part of seme’s ancestral family, red hair, space time team member, from a cultivation universe), Du Lanze (space time team member, light brown hair, long earring, from an omegaverse universe-known as Abo, a beta), Li Mo (uke’s older brothers former classmate and friend, lives at his villa for the time being until he finds another acting job, green eyes) Gu Lixuan (harasses Li Mo, top actor, grey hair), Ji Qin (aspiring actor in the city for an audition-staying at uke’s brothers place , seme’s cousin, red hair)

Demon’S Pleas And Prince’S Tears

Ongoing | 一条会翻身的咸鱼,Captain安,书耽网,原点格子漫画,观观 | 2022 released

63 60 uke is poisoned but still makes seme stay with him instead of go search for potential cures bc he wants to celebrate semes bday 61 uke KISSES seme 62 uke dies from the poison and makes seme promise to wait for him when he reincarnates and finds him again, seme is told uke died twice for him so he should leave him alone for his third life to live a happy one, seme cries agreeing to stay away if that is what will allow uke to live a good life -Yun Qian (uke, killed by seme in first life, orphan adopted by sect in next life), Junli (seme, demon lord repenting for his mistakes), Qingyan (pinkish red fox demon who is friends with seme and also his underling), Lin Mo (uke’s older mermaid clan brother), Qi Shuo (evil little demon boy who wants to kill uke, used to be good friends w/ fox)

Unscented Trajectory

Ongoing | | 2019 released

76 26-8 THEY do it when both are in heat 56 both are in heat again this time seme KNOTS and impregnates uke 60 seme finds out uke was the partner he thought passed away 63 seme tells stepbro uke turned out to be his mate, stepbro was like ‘ohhhhh he protected seme that much because he was his mate not his boss", uke’s father doesn’t want to tell uke that seme had visited his ‘ashes’ every year - more so than even his own mother 64 uke says he’ll terminate the baby if he’s pregnant (if the morning after pills he took didn’t work), uke’s bodyguard tells him he’s emitting an alphas scent 65 uke finds out he’s pregnant, thinks about how he’s carrying a life that he tried to erase yet survives through difficulty and the symptoms he’s having is the babies way of telling him he wants to live, bodyguard convinces uke to keep the baby by telling his father he’s the father rather than seme 63 haejun notes seme has lost a lot of weight 66 they meet again at party (seme was expecting to find ukes sister there not uke himself so quickly), seme thinks of uke as his one and only mate and his omega, uke tells him semes not his alpha and he’s not his omega anymore 67 seme cries telling uke he’s never had another partner, it’s always been uke, he had just forgotten his face due to an accident (doesn’t tell him he was told he was dead??!?!), uke rejects him saying he hopes seme hurts the same way seme hurt him, seme smells another alpha’s pheromones on uke, cries thinking he rlly deserves it and that he’ll never stop loving uke 68 they meet to discuss business, uke wonders why he still wants to see seme and his heart still beats faster at the thought of meeting him 69 uke tells seme he’s going to build a resort over their childhood meeting place, sees how sad seme is and starts feeling bad, trembles trying to force himself to stop being swayed, kneels over cuz his head starts hurting, seme panics and grabs him, senses junwoos pheromones and is shocked that it’s even stronger than before, releases his own to try to help uke, uke immediately cuddles into seme feeling better- thinking it feels warm and good, comes to his senses and leaves, uke visits their childhood villa one last time before its demolished since he’ll never see it again (clearly still cares), sees seme going in carrying a letter 70 uke remembers how he would come every month to put down another letter and hopefully see a sign that seme had come back to look for him-remembers how much he longed for seme, finds out seme has been carrying the last letter he wrote to him which makes him realize seme’s memories must have returned, he passes out in his car, seme sees and brings him to the hospital thinking about how its ok that uke might have another alpha since he’ll always be the only omega for him, learns that uke is pregnant (thinks kang junwoo is the father) 71 uke tells seme he’s not the father to hurt him, wonders why he feels like he hurts himself more by doing so, starts crying since he still loves seme and he’ll always be his only alpha, gets pissed that seme seems ok with him having a relationship with another alpha (semes just good at acting ofc), notices seme had given him figs to eat- meaning he travelled all the way back to their childhood villa to get them since he remembers uke used to love them 73 the bodyguard notes that no matter how much pheromones he gives to uke, it never calms him down, seme’s dad goes to find uke to tell him everything and uke finally learns the whole story (how seme was told he had died and went crazy from grief) 74 uke sees how seme would visit his urn and leave him gifts and cries 75 seme finds out he is the father soohyun jung (fake name: kwon yi-hyun)= uke, now joohyuk lee= seme haejun= semes better step brother that uke was working with sehyun jung (alias as yoon jaehee) = ukes very protective older sister chief kang junwoo (brown hair green eyes) = ukes bodyguard and dominant alpha uke’s father wants to set up for uke (allen) jeon seohwan= ukes father that doesn’t want uke to have ties with seme chief yoon=ukes dad bodyguard ahn seo-hee= semes evil stepmom lee sihoon= semes evil step brother lee jungho= semes father, former chairman of shinwoo group shinwoo group= semes company muyeol group= ukes family’s company mys= ukes family’s private equity fund

Keeper of the Pearl

Complete | Dorook | 2019 released

49 end 45 seme impregnates uke again (this time with the child they weren’t a em to have in the pst life)

The Tyrant's Reign

Ongoing | Yongtae | 2019 released

60 4 uke is dying and wonders why he’s missing seme at that time 6 uke misses seme and then sees seme (child version) and wonders if it’s his longing to see seme that brings them together 7 uke thinks about how he came to love the past seme 10 short snippet of what happened after emperor found uke dead in previous life 25 full ‘explanation of what happened to the emperor after finding uke dead 29 seme days a recurring dream since birth of uke searching for him and pleading to take on half of seme’s punishment 31 they meet again after years apart 34 they do it (but uke is more forced and it’s not romantic) 55 uke promises seme he’ll always be at his side even if the entire world is against him

Radio Storm

Complete | Lee Seon-ui | 2019 released

51 7 uke finds seme after searching for him since he needs to find his caller (fated mate) 19-21 they kiss and do it for the first time 24-6 they do it again 27 uke gets attacked do it 42, 48-9

Beware of the Full Moon In March

Ongoing | Choi song | 2019 released

67 3-4 they do it (noncon) 10 seme sees uke smile for the first time 19 gonna spend a night together in motel (convenience not cuz romance) seme starts kissing uke’s chest, doesn’t understand why and quickly leaves room 22-3 seme does it to uke non con 27-8 seme follows uke to the motel he stays at and can’t help but ‘do it’ (not out in) with uke even though his brains telling him not to and nearly kisses him which makes him run away again 32-3 uke wonders why everyone’s abandoned him as he’s dying and thinks maybe he’s got some problem while seme is trying to find him 34-5 seme finds uke and thinks he’s dead- breaks down crying (like a baby) and kills the guy even though he’s not allowed as a police 38 seme makes a plan to pursue seme and make him his, hangs out at the flower shop bugging uke, uke smiles 39 seme takes uke on a vacation to his summer house, notes that he’s never given more time attention to uke than any women he’s ever dated, but is happy nonetheless, uke thanks seme for taking care of Ms.Kim 41 uke runs a fever, falls asleep and SNUGGLES up in seme’s arms, rubs his head against seme’s chest, seme cuddles him and kisses him passionately 43 seme brings uke dumplings again, uke says it tastes good, seme and his underlings go into shock since hes never said that before in his life, makes plans do get dinner with uke for christmas eve but uke says hes gotta work, seme realizes just how little uke prioritizes him and will never compare to Kangwoo, gets super pissed and leaves, uke tries to understand why they couldnt get dinner some other day (doesnt understand the importance of Christmas eve) 45 seme gets stabbed in the arm and doesnt make it to the flower shop, uke feels lonely, wants to call him but talks himself out of it 46 SEME doesnt show up for a week, uke thinks abt how seme was the first person to save him, to get upset at his ‘i’ll just give my life up’ mentality, and to tell him to get better and come back, also the person to come visit him everyday with food for half a year and the one to start making him smile, decides to call him the next day, sees seme got stabbed, gets angry at whoever did that to seme, makes seme stay with him at his place 47 uke thinks abt how the air was knocked out of him when he learned seme was a target, regrets not calling him thinking he could have been dead this entire time, notes his hands get clammy and his chest feels tight thinking about that, uke sees seme completely furnished his apartment, smiles, notes that hes never sat side by side with someone to watch tv like they r doing rn and that its nice to have someone talkative around 48 uke asks seme why hes so nice to him, seme cant answer even though he wants to say ‘i like you’, regrets sexually assaulting uke, uke sees seme looks all down, feels his forehead to see if he has a fever, they watch the new year countdown and wish each other a happy new year, uke tucks seme into bed and gets into bed with him (zzz) 49 uke wants to protect seme so he calls his underlings 51 uke wonders why he’s going out of his way helping seme 53 uke helps seme put on his shirt, recalls how warm it had felt, wonders if that’s why he can’t seem to chase seme away, smiles to himself thinking how annoying seme is 54 seme grabs uke’s hand to hold it on their commute home, uke doesn’t reject it, uke boils eggs for their breakfast after learning seme likes eggs and after seme complains how uke’s breakfast taste worse than prison food, also buys them meat for dinner and smiles thinking it was worth it after seeing seme chattering away about how they should cook it 55 uke thinks about the times seme kissed his scars and how he really liked the warmth of it 56 seme feels uke up, uke stops him thinking he’s trying to pry info for him, seme tries to clear that misunderstanding up and CONFESSES his love 57 uke thinks about how he doesn’t not like it, THEY do it 58 following morning uke notes that it feels like a weight has been lifted off his shoulder and smiles thinking him and seme feel almost comfortable, knows he likes seme (ever since he found seme waiting for him at the flower shop after recovering) but is still hesitant on agreeing to seme’s proposal that they live together 64 seme buys a condo and new cafe flower shop and ropes uke into living with him in the condo and working at the cafe 65 uke thinks how seme isn’t so terrible of a housemate even though he’s stubborn and unpredictable, living with him wasnt bad at all, that he had gotten so used to him that when seme moved out, he felt like the whole place was empty, seme is beaming with delight that uke is moving in and his coworkers note he’s gone real gaga over whoever he’s currently seeing, seme notes he’s entirely under ukes spell 67 uke wonders why he keeps giving into seme’s wants (moving in, eating etc) and doesn’t push him away when seme doesnt physically overpower him, comes to the conclusion that deep down he doesnt want to push seme away and hes been willing to be dragged along all this time, seme’s all anxious asking him to sleep in the same bed and uke finds seme cute for that, blushes thinking about the time seme told him he loves him and how seme’s really changed everything about himself to pursue him, strokes seme’s head saying he’s cute -Park Mokhwa (uke, used to be in gang, runs flower shop after being betrayed and stabbed), Nakwon (seme, cop tracking down gang), Park Kangwoo (elusive gang-Dongyang-boss, ‘mad cow, ’was the only one who had uke’s back when he was younger, uke is super loyal to him, seems to secretly look out for uke), Kim Gap Seon (got away), Ms.Kim-Kim Jung-ae (owner of flower shop), Park Hayeon (uke’s sister, abandoned uke bc he killed her abusive bf? that was abt to hurt her), Lieutenant Seo (semes underling)

To Take An Enemy's Heart

Complete | yusa | 2013 released

19, 21-2, 25, 33 (so hot-uke wants it so bad here), 38, 40, 42 (uke rlly wants it here), 45 4 uke falls for seme 6 seme kisses uke in his sleep cuz uke was crying 7 they kiss - seme can’t resist and wants to kiss uke but uke flinches away so he stops but uke grabs him and says that he doesn’t hate it 8 uke learns seme was the one who killed his family, is conflicted because he says seme is his first love 9 seme has trouble sleeping but it goes away when uke is there, uke tries to stab seme as ordered but cant do it 10 uke stabs seme 11 as seme is ‘dying’ he gives orders to catch uke but not to kill him and let him live 14 seme makes uke his sex slave 15 uke yells at seme to just kill him saying seme was laughing at him watching him falling in love with him, he drinks poison to kill himself, flashback of uke seeing seme being beaten up and bringing him food the next day but seme isnt there 17 the king comes to visit and he could tell seme likes uke even if seme won’t admit it 18 uke learns the pain seme went through as a kid and can’t go through with the revenge for his slain family that his brother is making him go through 20 uke confesses to seme that he likes him 21- the entire chapter is good- it’s obvious to seme’s guard and kings guard/friend that seme is in love with uke after being so happy uke confessed to him 23 uke’s brother attacks again, kings tries to kill uke and seme stops him even though seme isn’t 100% uke didn’t betray him again 24 seme learns of uke brothers planted spy and uke was still in cahoots with them 26 seme makes uke leave 29 the tail seme put on uke when he leaves loses him and seme freaks out ordering to find him and not hurt a hair on his head but kill the brother 31 uke misses seme and masturbates thinking abt him, seme overhears that the palace guard turned away uke and gets so furious he cuts guards arm off 32-3 uke about to be raped, seme finally finds him, uke jumps on him and kisses him, they embrace each other, uke begs seme to never leave him 34 seme asks uke to be his lover and uke agrees, they share a passionate kiss 35 seme becomes the ultimate simp- hums to himself, feeds uke, makes everyone call uke master etc etc 36 uke kisses seme saying how much he likes him and he wants to do it 38 uke watches seme sleep and talks about how happy he is and if it’s ok to want seme so much 39 uke waiting for seme after seme went out for work and uke misses him 40 uke gets jealous and then seme gets jealous and uke comforts and kisses seme telling him he likes him the most 42 uke asks seme to do it, he gives seme a bj and tells seme he really likes him, he asks the universe to please let him have all of seme and have this happiness last forever 44 uke nearly dies since he ate the desserts given by the girl, seme goes into a rage, and when uke wakes up he has to comfort seme by kissing him 45 uke tells seme he won’t die and leave seme bc seme ordered him to and he’s good at taking his orders, uke asks seme to hold him tight 46 seme distances himself from uke because he loves him so much and thinks he will be too possessive, uke says his whole world revolves around seme-he’s the only one who matters to him, and is afraid seme might stop loving him 49 they embrace, uke bathes seme and hugs him begging him to stay safe 50 uke seduces seme begging to do it 54 uke gets jealous over the girl spy, grabs seme and kisses him begging him not to go, says something hurtful to seme, gets drunks and tells him he loves him (doesn’t remember) , seme says he loves him to sleeping uke 56 uke gets shot by an arrow and regrets that the last thing he said to seme was a hurtful lie 58 seme stays by comatose uke’s side for years (3 years) and takes care of him, cries begging him to open his eyes saying he loves him 59 uke wakes up and they are reunited, seme tells uke he loves him 60 uke seduces seme to do it with him 61 seme is scared it’s all a dream and he’ll wake up to uke still comatose, uke comforts him, tells him he couldn’t be happier second cp 26 uke thinks he’ll probably die and cries thinking about how he wanted to stay by seme’s side 36 uke is happy for seme growing up but a little sad because a part of him still wants seme to need him 40 seme tells uke he just wants to go on living with uke and not get married and not have uke get married 41 seme starts realizing that what he feels for uke might be something more than just familial 46 uke tells seme he will always be by his side 49 uke thinks seme must never find out about his feelings, seme wakes up and kisses him 50 seme grabs uke and kisses him in broad daylight 52 seme refuses to marry the girl and uke is secretly relieved but keeps pushing seme to marry 53 seme gets pissed and agrees to marry saying uke must follow behind him as he embraces someone else and walks with someone else, uke breaks down crying at the thought 54 uke confesses his feelings, they kiss and embrace 60 three years later- they are together and are intimate with one another 62 shows the first time they slept together- uke had participated eagerly 63 they get walked in on

Guilty Affection

Ongoing | Chelliace | 2019 released

35 (sus woochan trying to recruit uke into their rebel organization) 14-6, 19, 27 they do it 4 uke accepts being guided (by seme) for the first time in his life 5-6 uke is about to be corrupted (a week max) and asks for seme to help him- they make out and seme gives him a hj, seme tells him he wants to guide him because of who he is 21 seme tells jerk they knew each other as children 33 flashback scene to child seme running into uke’s arms and hugging tightly 34 uke thinking seme is his one and only guide-now and forever yoonjae han (uke), minhyung cha (seme), euntae (uke’s cousin-aunt took uke in since his parents died), woochan kang(bad guy, white hair, says he’s uke’s ‘actual guide’), hyeon doha (glasses, association’s mind control esper), organization lux (rebel group- child experiments), the association (current organization for esper and guides)

Limited Run

Complete | Eeej | 2019 released
2022-11-10 03:33 marked

73- uke likes seme but rejects him bc he thinks seme doesn’t have feelings for him and was just using him to get the usb with evidence seme’s mom was killed and he’s sad cuz his dad was killed, seme develops feelings and regrets his actions, super nice to uke and asks for three more chances to meet up and have dinner together, uke agrees, they meet up twice, uke sees on news that ‘seme is romantically involved with his lawyer’’ (which isn’t true) and is hurt again uke’s a rookie actor that has never gotten a major role before and is approached for sponsorship by seme. uke needs to pay off debt that his father has from gambling and also take care of his brother (whose in school rn). In return for money and opportunities, the uke needs to pretend to be the seme’s lover and also try to find a usb stick for seme (uke’s father used to be a driver for seme’s family and seme is trying to uncover what exactly happened regarding his mother’s death which supposedly the usb will tell). Uke develops feelings for seme and so far seme’s feelings are leaning towards the same thing (except much less evident). The other actor who works with the uke in their upcoming movie/tv show is super jipped that uke got the role because of sugar daddy and requests a loan shark (which happens to be the same loan shark that uke has been paying money back to for years and that uke has been physically/sexually assaulted/made to perform sexual favors for) create a scandal for the uke to bring him down his career. They plan to video uke being fucked and make uke appear (probably by feeding him something suspicious) to be a degenerate.