Kaiiaa's manga / #bully/regret(34)

76.5- waaaaay more updated on manga buddy- 119 https://mangabuddy.com/mbx12-painter-of-the-night 58-9 seme CONFESSES he has feelings to uke in a really roundabout/indirect way 76 uke gets scared and hugs seme for comfort, clinging to him and not letting go, seme sees uke peeking at a music box, buys it for him to help calm him down, uke is comforted 78 they hug 81 uke ADMITS HIS FEELINGS for seme (in his own head not aloud) 88 uke tells seme he’ll always stay by his side 94 uke tells seme he LOVES him 96 seme tells uke he LOVES him 102 seme finds uke and saves him-goes batshit crazy after seeing how hurt uke was in- got me in the feels also end of season 3 since it’s where he carries unconscious, hurt uke away

42 21 they do it for the first time 29 seme doesnt sleep trying to find uke (blonde hair now), uke sees news of seme’s ‘new relationship’ (political), cries thinking seme never liked him, goes to confront him about it rather than run away like he was supposed to, sees seme out with the girl, starts crying wondering why he even cared so much-acting so hurt, passes out 30 seme tells girl that there’s someone he’s trying to get back, rushes uke to the hospital, uke escapes, seme vows he’ll get him back 31 two months pass and seme is still looking (incredibly disheveled and scruffy looking) 32 seme finds uke, finds out uke’s pregnant with his child, hugs him, uke cries 35 uke goes looking for seme after he doesnt come back bc he heard seme might be sick, finds seme in a rut and he KISSES/ makes out with uke 36 THEY do it (pretty romantic) 37 in bath, uke kisses him 38 uke goes to the park, seme can’t find him and panics thinking he ran away again, starts crying when he sees uke didnt, they get together 41 THEY do 42 seem proposed, uke agrees hwan lee=seme haejin kang= uke ayeon shin= girl seme needs to pretend to be in relationship with to maintain status, daughter from NX group keysteel=semes family company alpha needs to have a child in order to inherit his company (grandmothers rule) but he can’t find anyone who will be able to because you need to be 40% and above compatible. He finds the omega who is 99. 9% compatible with him and attempts to woo him in order to have his child. alpha was an ahold to uke in beginning, omega loves to adventure and his dream is to visit the Amazon

World consisting of Jin’s and humans- Jin’s are ‘superior’ (have powers, are physically larger, have ‘hobbies’, do not raise their own kids, don’t feel emotions the way humans do etc) and the emperor is always the strongest Jin. The emperor toys (killed his father, cut off the arms of his best friend etc) with the uke (some priest that can cultivate divine powers) for 10 years which is basically mental torture for the uke, however when the emperor appears to be “assasinated” by a poisoned dagger, the uke transfers the wound to himself-thereby killing himself instead to save the emperor. In the “afterlife” the goddess he worships offers him one wish in return for his sacrifice and he is brought back to life when he was 10 years old with the addition of having divine powers he didnt have before. He meets a boy Jin-he’s and takes care of him but the boy turns out to be the emperor in disguise. He then strikes a deal with the emperor that he will produce a child for him (through eating this fruit-jaeha) and leave (that was just a ploy made by the emperor to get him to stay longer). At the palace he slowly learns that the emperor in this life has changed significantly and is not the cruel emperor he once was (being a jin’s hobby means that they are the jin’s love) because he was taught as jin-has to communicate his feelings and be more human by the MC. -side 6 end

176 main cps: 85 uke thinks abt how much he loved seme-that he was willing to do anything for him 107 uke finds out his guard in the mask was seme all along 110 uke tells seme he loves him 132-33 second ml finally gets uke to marry him 135-36 seme finds out uke’s pregnant 137 uke asks seme to sleep (zzz) w/ him 139 seme tells uke he’s changed after meeting him (before he would get bored of everything immediately), uke kisses his cheek saying that he knows seme loves him and that’s enough for him 140 uke jokingly gets annoyed that seme only buys gifts for their kid and not him, seme takes him out, they do it in the pool (one panel drawn, nothing interesting), he combs ukes hair after 141 seme tells him he has to go fight on an expedition and might miss the birth of their son, uke doesn’t get angry (like seme thought he would) and tells him he’ll wait for him, makes seme happy 142 we see the baby for the first time 3rd cp (the two sons of first and second cps): 143 (babies) seme sees uke, goes and grabs him and keeps trying to get close 144 (little kids) seme protects uke from bullies telling the bullies ‘he’s his man’ and stamps on uke’s hand saying ‘now you’re my person’ 145 (grown up) seme becomes a bully (hates the fact that his freedom is taken away from him-that he cant choose who he wants to marry), uke is sad cuz he cherished seme’s past kindness and had held it dear to his heart 146 they get married (seme’s dad forces him to marry uke) 148 seme finds out uke’s kept the cheap little tassel he casually gifted him when they were little all this time-carrying it with him, throws it aside 149 seme tells uke he’ll come back with him after he kowtows 1000 times, uke kowtows 1000 times in the pouring rain until his forehead is wounded and his vision goes blurry (remember this is his wedding night when you’re supposed to be in love and happy), seme takes him back and THEY do it (more as consummation obligations) 151 uke goes to find his tassel-which represents the longing he has for seme 155 seme is pissed uke refuses a divorce and forces himself onto uke for three days straight 157 flashback to why uke likes osmanthus cakes-bc seme had bought him some as a child 159 seme gets pissed at uke bc he think he’s just come back from a secret meeting with his lover-the doctor, uke coughs up blood, seme realizes uke’s gotten super frail over the years 160 uke asks seme if he would be a little sad if he died, seme says no, uke thinks how seme must remember him if he dies, uke is forced to fulfill his ‘duties’ as crown princess so THEY do it 166 seme gets pissed (jealousy but he doesnt know it) when prince of lou asks for uke’s hand and he imagines them together 167 seme forcefully does it with uke saying he’s his (more as an object than romantic) 168 seme FINDS uke unconscious and bloody, hears he’s on the verge of death, seme panics 171 uke wakes up (lost his sight) and is sad to hear seme isn’t there meaning he didn’t care whether he died or not but seme actually checked on him everyday, 173 seme spoon feeds him, wonders why he’s so bothered at the thought of uke leaving him original arc -Shen Yu (uke), Jun Xuanxiao (seme), Honglian + Lao Song (2nd cp, uke and the madam of pleasure house + general) new arc -Qiyu Jun (seme, main cps son, heir to the throne, thinks uke is just trying to climb the royal ladder), Song Liqing (uke, 2nd cps adopted son, 2 years older than qiyu, top scholar in the world, has an blood condition-blood exhaustion-where blood won’t clot after being cut and seme doesnt know about it, works rlly hard to make his parents life easy), Hu Nu Er (dancer seme brings back from the wastelands, captive, only prince of the destroyed yili kingdom, rlly manipulative), Prince Pei Xingxu (called Loulan in his own country, tan, curly hair, super into uke, came to the palace for half a year of study abroad and to build stronger ties with the jing), Dr. Qi mai (imperial doctor and uke’s friend, calls uke little crybaby and uke calls him big dumbass-both nicknames that seme gave them when they were children)

the architect of the palace meets the emperor, he gets tortured by the emperor’s toxic overpossessive characteristics (broke his feet to keep him from running away, killed the birds he liked, made to drink an aphrodisiac drug to the point where he is addicted, etc), commits suicide by drinking ‘goh’’ -n insect controlled dby a manipulator (was given by his incest brother intended to kill the emperor not him), gets reincarnated 100 years later due to all the bad karma he accumulated from that life, still has all the memories even though he wanted to forget everything, is sent to a slave camp by his father after witnessing his brother doing incesty things to him, gets accused of being a spy and sent to the emperor for execution, emperor immediately is attracted to him even though he doesn’t know why

86 omega verse- Ning Yu is forced to marry Song Bai Lao (as a contract) who he was deeply entangled with as a teenager. Because of the misunderstanding they had before (were locked in a gym room and forced into heat that led to ning yu getting pregnant but baby died), Song Bai Lao treats Ning Yu coldly. As they get together, Song Bai Lao finally confronts his feelings for Ning Yu, and Ning Yu finally sees his true feelings and sincerity. most recent: uke is pregnant (seme knows but uke doesn’t) but got this illness that he could die from. seme goes to the dojo ceremony (to send off their unborn child) and realizes that the potted -pant he threw hd the child’s ashes 81 seme rushing feverish uke to hospital and begging him not to fall asleep 83

side 1 uke becomes one of the servant’s of the seme’s (tyrant prince) palace and is the seme’s plaything 18 uke wakes up beside seme in seme’s bedroom and goes to sleep gain at. tree outside (since he believes he has not right to sleep there) 22 seme couldn’t kill uke and seeing uke’s wounds fine brings him to the healing pool that only royalty are allowed in 30 seme dreamed that uke died and goes to find uke collapsed (seme’s fault) under snow 43 uke finishes little wood carving and wants to gift it to seme 55 seme is bothered by uke’s bad health and gifts him a flower 58 seme finds uke burning in a fire (uke’s sister did it) 59 seme doesn’t understand the strong feelings he felt when he saw uke possibly die in the fire, and realizes it’s like he has feelings for him 73 uke confesses his love and jumps off the cliff 75 seme thinks uke died and stabs himself 76 2 years past and seme finds uke

https://battwo.com/series/82006 alpha boss x omega secretary- alpha boss is fuckboi that sleeps with only women

32 https://battwo.com/chapter/1856661 for first 14 chps then https://battwo.com/series/106921 6 seme tells uke they are fated pairs 13 uke realizes HE LOVES seme and tells him 17 seme bites uke and marks him but it wasn’t very romantic and ends up being a fake mark. freaks out uke to the point where they go on living separately (uke moves in with iriya) 27 uke cries hearing seme is getting married to some other girl but seme calls him to tell him it’s not true, uke is comforted by his voice, is happy to hear that it was fake news, and asks seme if he can call him again to talk to him more, seme agrees ofc 28 seme gifts uke a watch for christmas, uke really likes it, seme tells iriya he’ll wait for however long is needed until uke is comfortable seeing him again 29 seme calls uke to wish him good luck in his entrance exam and tell him he’s always missing him which makes uke blush 30 uke graduates, runs off to find seme to thank him for asking iriya to house him and help him understand what its like to be a strong omega, for motivating him, and for supporting him on his dream, thinks about how he misses seme and wants to see him 32 they do it, seme holds back his urge to bite and mark uke again, uke asks to be bitten bc he wants to be seme’s, seme complies Riku Emori (uke, was made to believe he was an alpha until he gets his first heat and emits omega pheromones after meeting seme at a party, is having a hard time coming to terms with the fact that he’s an omega now since he’s always been the highest achieving ‘alpha’ in his school for alphas), Keiki Shutou (seme, head of a big corporation, known as the ‘ice king’ for never being interested in anyone, most eligible bachelor), Iriya Kuou (seme’s long haired omega friend), Ayato (uke’s best friend, goes to the same school as him, alpha, has confessed his crush on him and knows nothing will come of it)

78 where it shows uke loves seme 27, 29, 32, 37, 47-50, 55, 57, 58, 59, 62 onwards they kiss/makes my heart clench: 66 kiss 30, 31 (but uke had his memory loss at the time) 32 seme learns that uke actually saved him 10 years ago 36 seme tries to give back the power uke gave him 10 years ago to save him- asking uke’s cousin to take care of him once he doesn’t have the power anymore and thanks uke for everything 40 seme goes looking for uke and thinks uke died in the battlefield 47 seme drinks the one of the two packs of powder uke prepared seeing that uke wants him dead so badly and uke can’t get himself to kill him when he’s knocked out 48 uke gets told that one of the powders is highly poisonous and he realizes he might have personally killed seme 49 uke visits ‘seme’s grave’ and cries 55 uke admits he can never kill seme because he still has feelings for him so he tries to drown himself-this finally makes seme allow uke to leave him bc he doesn’t want to see uke kill himself 57 seme makes doctor promise to transfer the last of the power back to uke (in turn killing himself) before uke goes since seme wants uke to be protected on his own meanwhile uke decides to die with seme together after hearing the empire is out to kill the seme 62 uke learns seme was tortured almost to death by ppl who wanted to learn uke’s cultivation technique but seme wouldn’t give up the information and finally understands why seme had hated his people and him for so long and finally is nice to him (hasn’t fully accepted him yet) 63 they kiss and spend the night in the replica cave they had lived in before 65 seme asks doctor to hurry and transfer power to uke even if he dies and then learns doctor was just testing his feelings for uke and there’s actually a way to save uke without killing seme