Kaiiaa's manga / #black and white(40)

2 seme tells uke he loves him 5 seme’s brother asks how he’s doing now that he’s gotten his favorite person 10 uke tells seme he’s excited to see his growth and when seme challenged him so gallantly it made his heart race 11 seme recalls the first time they met in the library, how uke encouraged him with his love for books and how from that day on he became his everything, uke thinks about how he wouldn’t mind being in bed with seme, not as a soother but as a man 13 they continue practicing swordsmanship, seme works up a sweat and takes off his shirt, uke looks away flustered not knowing where to look, gets a terrible pain in his chest when he thinks abt the possibility that he won’t be able to see seme ever again if seme loses their fight 14 uke tells seme that these past months training him have been very enjoyable, realizes he cares a lot for seme after seme points out that he seems to be glum by the idea of sleeping with other warriors that aren’t seme as a soother 15 uke thinks about how he will be offering himself to many warriors as a soother if seme loses their fight but the warrior that he truly wants to offer himself to from the bottom of his heart is seme 16 seme wins their fight, they KISS, uke touches seme saying he wants his thing and seme wasn’t the only one to hold back for 6 months 17 THEY DO IT 18 uke thinks about how he doesn’t want anyone other than seme to touch him and do it with him, seme tells uke that he doesn’t want what they’re doing to be btw a soother and a prince but rather btw two ppl who love each other and he wouldnt let others touch uke, ‘commands’ uke to love him, uke smiles stroking seme’s face thinking how seme once again saw through his true feelings and agrees to the ‘command’, they become each others spouse

19, 21-2, 25, 33 (so hot-uke wants it so bad here), 38, 40, 42 (uke rlly wants it here), 45 4 uke falls for seme 6 seme kisses uke in his sleep cuz uke was crying 7 they kiss - seme can’t resist and wants to kiss uke but uke flinches away so he stops but uke grabs him and says that he doesn’t hate it 8 uke learns seme was the one who killed his family, is conflicted because he says seme is his first love 9 seme has trouble sleeping but it goes away when uke is there, uke tries to stab seme as ordered but cant do it 10 uke stabs seme 11 as seme is ‘dying’ he gives orders to catch uke but not to kill him and let him live 14 seme makes uke his sex slave 15 uke yells at seme to just kill him saying seme was laughing at him watching him falling in love with him, he drinks poison to kill himself, flashback of uke seeing seme being beaten up and bringing him food the next day but seme isnt there 17 the king comes to visit and he could tell seme likes uke even if seme won’t admit it 18 uke learns the pain seme went through as a kid and can’t go through with the revenge for his slain family that his brother is making him go through 20 uke confesses to seme that he likes him 21- the entire chapter is good- it’s obvious to seme’s guard and kings guard/friend that seme is in love with uke after being so happy uke confessed to him 23 uke’s brother attacks again, kings tries to kill uke and seme stops him even though seme isn’t 100% uke didn’t betray him again 24 seme learns of uke brothers planted spy and uke was still in cahoots with them 26 seme makes uke leave 29 the tail seme put on uke when he leaves loses him and seme freaks out ordering to find him and not hurt a hair on his head but kill the brother 31 uke misses seme and masturbates thinking abt him, seme overhears that the palace guard turned away uke and gets so furious he cuts guards arm off 32-3 uke about to be raped, seme finally finds him, uke jumps on him and kisses him, they embrace each other, uke begs seme to never leave him 34 seme asks uke to be his lover and uke agrees, they share a passionate kiss 35 seme becomes the ultimate simp- hums to himself, feeds uke, makes everyone call uke master etc etc 36 uke kisses seme saying how much he likes him and he wants to do it 38 uke watches seme sleep and talks about how happy he is and if it’s ok to want seme so much 39 uke waiting for seme after seme went out for work and uke misses him 40 uke gets jealous and then seme gets jealous and uke comforts and kisses seme telling him he likes him the most 42 uke asks seme to do it, he gives seme a bj and tells seme he really likes him, he asks the universe to please let him have all of seme and have this happiness last forever 44 uke nearly dies since he ate the desserts given by the girl, seme goes into a rage, and when uke wakes up he has to comfort seme by kissing him 45 uke tells seme he won’t die and leave seme bc seme ordered him to and he’s good at taking his orders, uke asks seme to hold him tight 46 seme distances himself from uke because he loves him so much and thinks he will be too possessive, uke says his whole world revolves around seme-he’s the only one who matters to him, and is afraid seme might stop loving him 49 they embrace, uke bathes seme and hugs him begging him to stay safe 50 uke seduces seme begging to do it 54 uke gets jealous over the girl spy, grabs seme and kisses him begging him not to go, says something hurtful to seme, gets drunks and tells him he loves him (doesn’t remember) , seme says he loves him to sleeping uke 56 uke gets shot by an arrow and regrets that the last thing he said to seme was a hurtful lie 58 seme stays by comatose uke’s side for years (3 years) and takes care of him, cries begging him to open his eyes saying he loves him 59 uke wakes up and they are reunited, seme tells uke he loves him 60 uke seduces seme to do it with him 61 seme is scared it’s all a dream and he’ll wake up to uke still comatose, uke comforts him, tells him he couldn’t be happier second cp 26 uke thinks he’ll probably die and cries thinking about how he wanted to stay by seme’s side 36 uke is happy for seme growing up but a little sad because a part of him still wants seme to need him 40 seme tells uke he just wants to go on living with uke and not get married and not have uke get married 41 seme starts realizing that what he feels for uke might be something more than just familial 46 uke tells seme he will always be by his side 49 uke thinks seme must never find out about his feelings, seme wakes up and kisses him 50 seme grabs uke and kisses him in broad daylight 52 seme refuses to marry the girl and uke is secretly relieved but keeps pushing seme to marry 53 seme gets pissed and agrees to marry saying uke must follow behind him as he embraces someone else and walks with someone else, uke breaks down crying at the thought 54 uke confesses his feelings, they kiss and embrace 60 three years later- they are together and are intimate with one another 62 shows the first time they slept together- uke had participated eagerly 63 they get walked in on

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1.5 Kyoutarou Kasuya is an elite businessman who caused a scandal at his company. As a result, he gets sent off to a remote rural area where he meets a weird, unemployed, living off his grandmother's pension neighbor, Yoshiyuki Kuzuya. -

8 1 seme realizes they are fated pairs 2 they get married 3 uke puts in both dicks, has dream of young seme saving him from drowning 4 uke remembers it was his dad that saved him from drowning as a kid when he tried to swim to another island to see the world, uke wants to touch seme more and asks seme to do him 5 seem saves uke from drowning and uke remembers that seme did the same thing as a kid (wasn’t his dad like he remembered), semes been watching him since he was a kid and uke tells seme he wants to stay with him 6 thinking about being apart from seme makes him feel lonely 7 uke starts thinking about having a kid with seme avel= uke and dangata clan son, tukiri= seme and miyarus clan son, tiram = ukes childhood friend and the one who was expected to be offered, roa= ukes uncle, shione = some clan member of uke, dylan= foreign dude, enoha= little shark boy that was orphaned

56 (read left to right)(free on tapas) https://tapas.io/episode/500166 1 uke attacks seme and runs him over 3 seme wants his phone back, sees uke is scared of the dark and takes his hand to lead him to where the streetlights are, uke returns his phone and had set semes lock screen as a photo of himself 5 psychologist tells uke seme must have been benevolent and clever for helping him when uke never told seme he’s scared of the dark, jovis questions how uke is still alive considering he hurt a black death member (seme) and they usually hunt ppl who hurt them down 6 security tries to shoot seme, uke moves his hand so he misses 8 seme leaves to visit uke rather than hang with his gang friends like usual- joris’ brother makes fun of him for it 10 seme sees all the lightbulbs and flashlights uke has and figures out he’s scared of the dark, lies down on uke’s bed and falls asleep (drank uke’s glass of water that had a sleeping pill in it)16 seme takes a shower cuz uke called him stinky (tapas episode 25) seme takes ukes sleeping pills because it’s bad for his health 27 psychologist tells uke that seme might be trying to become friends with him bc he needs a friend since uke tased seme and seme didn’t even get mad 28 joris tries to kidnap uke again and seme saves him 29 seme tells uke to stop hanging around joris because he’s concerned for his safety (talks super rudely to 34 seme waits for uke outside to drive him home on his motorcycle 35 seme saves uke from ugly fat dude 36 seme ‘hugs uke’ in front of him as he drives his motorcycle 37 seme helps uke help take mr.gastons luggage up the stairs 39 seme kills ugly fat dude and his henchmen since he knows fat dude won’t stop until he kills uke 40 seme visits uke to give him his snapchat as a means of contact, uke sees seme is all cut up and helps tend his wounds, seme tells him he’s courageous and unafraid anyone, not even scared of him 41 seme sees uke’s drawings of the demons uke sees (no ones other than therapist has seen them) and is understanding of it, uke thinks about how therapist told him seme might be in need of a friend but doesn’t know it which confuses him and uke steps closer to seme/ pecks his cheek (can’t tell the drawing was not obvs) 11 seme comes to visit uke again to get him to text him on snap, tells uke he wants to spend more time with him 11.1 they playfight Tera (seme, a tracer whose the best in the gang-known as the black death brotherhood at parkour, friends with Joris’ older brother), Joris (jo, semes long haired ‘friend’ who tries to enter their gang-since his brother is in it- by kidnapping uke, works as a barista now), Joris’ Brother (friends with seme, in the same gang with seme, cuts Joris off and doesnt want to have any relations with him), Uke’s Uncle (police chief), Monsieur Gaston (ukes neighbor and elderly man who his grandma has a crush on), Bob (another police officer who knows uke), Murent Lee (ukes psychologist) Alex (other friend of joris with the mid length hair) Muta (ugly fat dude, an enemy of semes, wants to kill uke for humiliating him so seme kills him) uke has sleep paralysis, lost both his parents and his brother (don’t know how though)

17 1 seme is lonely, saves uke from ‘attackers’, uke is the first person who isn’t scared of seme and calls him kind, tells seme if he wants sex it’ll be a pleasure to do it w/ him, seme stops uke from going alone through forest and goes with him to guide and protect, uke kisses him on the cheek saying he looks forward to kissing him on the mouth, seme gets insanely flustered, both don’t know at the time that they will be together for a very long time 2 uke says he’d like to kiss again and do something more, seme cuts his hands from the thorns of the medicinal herbs he helps uke pick, also hurts his stomach and leg protecting uke when they fall over a cliff and can’t stand, uke tends seme’s wounds and is incredibly gentle, snuggles and sleeps on seme, seme thinks it’s warm, seme wants to keep the bandage bc it reminds him of uke taking care of him 3 they arrive at the village, seme doesnt want to part with uke, says he’ll leave the forest and be with uke, tells uke he wants to be together with him, uke agrees 4 seme gets jealous that everyone uke meets gets a little crush on him, uke strokes his face to comfort him 5 seme detests the smell of all the people uke does it with and demands uke to stop, uke tells him to leave since it wasn’t like he wanted him there that badly, seme ‘leaves’ 6 seme feels heartbroken and realizes he loves uke, liked ukes touches, saves uke from the cloaked men tracking him down, uke smiles, seme tells uke he loves him and that he’s his one and only 7 seme is half asleep and starts licking uke’s neck and back erotically 10 seme is willing to leave the continent and his forest for uke bc he likes being with him more, uke hugs and nuzzles him, they kinda half kiss 11 seme doesnt want uke to go out for his nightly ‘adventures’ and uke agrees, seme kisses a sleeping uke’s forehead 12 they get departed and uke keeps thinking if seme’s doing ok (even when he’s doing it with someone do else) and can’t sleep 13 uke stays longer than he said he would to wait for seme, doesnt do it with anyone else cuz seme will be upset, hears that the town killed a demon and is worried it’s seme, they reunite-uke hugs seme, seme ‘kisses’ uke making the first move, they make out and seme licks uke’s body all over 14 uke gives bj to seme 15 they do it, uke nuzzles seme saying being with him feels good and he’s been the only one in his life to not try to change him 18 they make out in the alleyway, they get back to the inn and uke kisses seme wanting more but seme refuses bc it’ll be too hard on uke’s body since he seemed like he was in a lot of pain after they did it last time, uke goes to the tavern to find a playmate but no one interests him anymore, comes back and tells seme he only desires him now, knows his body best and will be fine, they ‘DO IT’ in btw legs 19 uke tells seme he’s quite clever at making him happy, licks his horns 23 uke notes it’ll take a long time visiting all the places seme wants to see and tells seme he won’t mind it if he’s with him, kisses seme’s shoulder, they DO IT 24 seme basically proposes- brings uke to a beautiful field and makes him a flower crown (in replacement of a ring) and claims his love for uke, saying he’ll always protect him, uke cries and hugs him, makes them rings kavo= seme liam (virgiliam)= uke whose got some insane mind control power west liiso= first village uke travelled to roland= blonde hair that is tracking uke down sir patricius= black hair whose tracking uke down , captain of the royal guard of etvenia (the country’s royal peeps uke had once decimated) naru= little boy whose village is under attack

https://bato.to/chapter/1616736 22 theo texts uke asking if he’s got a bf which is why he doesn’t come back as often, seme tells uke he should say yes which is why he’s not coming home tonight, assistant walks in on them doing it 23 assistant notes that he never thought he’d see the day seme acts so normally like he does with uke- with seme even getting sleep 24 seme is told he needs to kill again, starts having horrible thoughts, uke holds his hand and calms him down-seme thinks uke is now his meaning 25 uke’s sister gets threatened bc of seme, seme feels guilty and apologizes, uke holds his hand comforting him 26 theo blames uke for everything, seme tells uke he’ll do everything to protect what’s important to him, introduces himself as his lover to theo 27 uke tells seme about his life and how he’ll take responsibility for seme as well, seme thinks about how uke is taking his broken pieces and putting him back together again, they kiss and seme thinks ‘i love you’ 28 seme makes uke hot chocolate, uke kisses seme, cuddles him, says ‘i love you’, seme blushes and tells uke he’s going to meet with his father bc now he has a reason to live (uke), thinks abt how only uke has ever been true in his feelings for him (not his father) 29 uke jumps in front of seme to protect him, gets shot 30 seme sits by uke hospital bedside telling him that his worst nightmare now is him never waking up 31 seme shoots his father (after being told that the reason uke got shot and will always be in danger is bc he was too nice and left his father alive) 32 uke wakes up, han tells uke she’s finally found semes weakness (him) after hearing him cry asking to use her hospital to save uke and suggests he leave seme for seme’s sake, uke refuses saying he needs seme, seme comes in, uke says he looks better, seme says it’s bc uke told,him he likes handsome guys so he’s been trying his best not to look sleep deprived and malnourished, uke laughs 33 they move in together with theo, uke sends both of them off to school/work in the mornings- they feel like a real family, seme often sleeps peacefully 34 uke comes unto seme wanting to do it since theo won’t be home, they do it- uke hugs seme saying he loves him, seme wonders if it’s ok to yearn this much for uke when he’s not worthy of it and kisses him saying he loves him too, seme wakes up from nightmare by dreaming of how his wish from folding 1000 cranes came true- that uke is his dearest wish, hugs uke tightly 35.1 seme gets super uneasy at the fact uke has so many friends- wonders what will happens if uke suddenly realizes seme’s not all that great and he has better options 35.2 uke knows what seme’s thinking and worries for ‘his beloved’, kisses him and tells him to hurry up and do him, they do it, thinks abt how he can convey that he’s fallen madly in love with him 35.3 they’re all lovey dovey, uke proposes to seme and they promise they’ll be together until their dying days -craig=uke, left with fathers gambling debts, mom left them -director chun, dean =seme, director -theo= ukes little sister (dresses like a guy) who blames everything on uke -nicolas=semes right hand man, got an irish accent -director han= girl that looks like a rlly hot guy

1 seme treats uke’s wounds 2 seme hears banging and goes to save uke (he’s fine) uke kisses and goes to undo semes pants as “punishment” for butting into his business, seme kisses him back 3 they do it, spend the night together, seme cooks them breakfast, uke proposes they be fuck buddies 4 seme makes uke dinner after seeing him only eat convenience food5 they do it, seme keeps stopping uke from immediately putting it in and spends time loosening uke up, uke hugs seme asking to stay like this for awhile 6 seme wonders if he likes uke since he can’t stop worrying and thinking about him7 uke waits in front of seme’s door after being abused by jihyuk, hugs seme, seme tells him he likes him and to stay with him 8 uke has a nightmare, seme cuddles him as comfort 9 uke tells seme they are only fuck buddies and to mind his own business- gives him bj to prove his point 10 uke tries doing it with his book publisher but keeps thinking of seme and can’t get it up unless he pictures his face instead, stops book publisher saying he doesn’t want to do it and goes home where seme is waiting for him out in the cold 11 they sleep (zzz) together and uke strokes seme’s head noticing he has a fever from waiting out in the cold 12 seme returns home to find uke still at his place and had gotten him takeout dinner, uke confesses to seme that all his anxiety goes away when he’s with him and he feels warm which is why he’s still here and couldn’t do it with anyone else 13 they do it, uke waits for him when he tells him he wants to take him somewhere 14 seme takes uke to the beach at sunset 15 uke faints, flashback to when uke tried drowning himself in the ocean, wakes up to seme and hugs him saying he wants to go home 16 uke breaks things off with seme after jihyuk threatens to tell seme about uke’s past, uke thinks to himself that he was stupid about thinking that falling in love would ever work out for him19 seme can’t find uke, randomly meets him when he’s out drinking, takes him home 20 they do it, seme says he like him and to tell him everything bc he doesn’t care about the past 21 uke admits his feelings and they get together 22 seme asks uke to move in with him, uke kisses seme saying he needs more time 23 uke cries and tells jihyuk he really does like seme, goes back and cries telling seme just how much he likes him even from the beginning24 uke wakes up and hugs seme goodbye when he leaves for work, they do it 27 uke tells him his whole past and seme still wants to be with him28 they do it and say ‘i love you’ to each other 30 uke brings seme clothes after they get wet, meets seme’s friends and is happy he got to learn more about seme from his friends 36 uke sees seme smiling on phone with jaebin, gets jealous and gives seme bj 38 book editor notes to uke that he looks happier now and it shows in his writing 39 seme tells jaebin to stop flirting (cuz he has no interest), uke tells seme he’s getting his book published and leans in telling seme he’s super happy, asks to move in together saying he’ll learn to cook, gain weight, and be even better, seme says the wait was worth it 41 uke gets raped by jihyuk, seme beats the living crap out of him and takes care of uke even though uke tries to run away bc he doesn’t want seme to see him defiled like that42 seme freaks out when he can’t find uke in the hospital and hugs him when he finds him getting fresh air on the rooftop, uke worries about seme 43 uke begs seme not to go, hugging him tightly asking him to stay, they take bath together, uke asks why seme’s being so distant and seme tells him it’s cuz he won’t be able to hold back since he’ll be too possessive trying to make him his and hurt him- uke tells him he doesn’t have a problem with that and to get on with it since he’s never even been close to hurting him and it’s uke that been worrying he’s hurting seme instead, they hug and kiss saying ‘i love you’ to each other, uke says he’s adorable and cute 44 they do it saying how happy they are, how uke loves kissing him, seme says i love you 45 they are all lovey dovey seung-chan kang =seme, office worker hyesung yoon=uke, writer jihyuk= uke’s abusive ‘partner’/fuck buddy that was the younger brother of uke’s best friend who died from car accident sunghan= semes coworker friend mr.kim= ukes boss friend jaebin= semes new worker that looks like uke

2 uke tells seme he’s not the type he likes (too much of a pushover and is single), seme realizes he has strong feelings (still doesn’t know if it’s just from admiration or romance yet) 3 seme hugs and cuddles uke after hearing other clients do the same and more, uke gives seme a bj, uke does seme’s hair after seeing it so messy (messy cuz seme overworked to get money to go to uke’s services) and treats him to a meal after seeing him so tired 4 uke doesn’t understand why he felt uneasy thinking seme wasn’t coming on their band trip (seme just late), writes seme name down as someone he’d like in his group, they sing and play together, uke starts getting jealous after all the girls start crushing on seme 5 uke comes onto seme, kisses him, makes him finger him and do it in between his thighs- thinks about how he wouldn’t have come onto anyone and lets his guard down like he just did with seme, seme realizes his feelings aren’t feelings of adoration but romantic 6 they perform together on stage, uke tells seme he loves his voice, seme stresses out on confessing his feelings to uke since he believes he will reject him regardless, uke can’t have sex/touch/kiss his clients like he used to and the manager makes him take the day off, he’s super conflicted and goes to the band room and sleeps off exhaustion, seme covers him with his coat and leaves, uke likes the smell and goes home wearing it, thinks about how he misses seme’s voice 7 other worker offers his services to seme after seeing seme about to leave after hearing uke wasn’t working that day, uke passes through, sees it, gets incredibly pissed, worker notes he’s never seen uke so pissed and that he hasn’t come to work for a whole month, seme is determined to confess to him 8 uke asks for advice on how to get seme to confess to him, told to give seme opportunity to so he invites seme over to his place and makes him spend the night with him- super drunk so seme washes his hair, blowdries it, and gets in bed with him, finds postcard saying uke quit his job (bc of seme but seme thinks it might be bc uke got a bf) 9 seme hugs uke and confesses (super cute), uke tells him how he was so disappointed everytime a client would come and it wasn’t him so he had to quit, seme tells uke he loves him, uke says he loves him too, they do it, uke asks him to stay another night for new years since he wants to spend it with his boyfriend 10 uke gets honey and makes seme do it with him again, seme surprises uke and performs with him one last time for ukes graduation, uke asks seme to move in with him and they are still together 2 years later 10.5 they do it kanae=uke, haiga=seme