TheChilliest's manga / #Possessive lover(49)

I didn't expect that there would be a higher social class that actually respected the class but treated each other like a family and that this family is known to have helped many of the commoners nearby--Ryu...their blue hair reminds me of the calm that keeps order and peace while the royal family has red hair and is known for bringing disorder, but mainly the crown prince is infamous for being a beast who recklessly kills and destroys, doesn't like to be touched yet maintains lust for women and bloodlust with heightened senses. The story goes into great detail about how supernatural the crown prince and the female protagonist is split between a modern life where she was killed and had 2 people she loved dearly and an ancient life where everyone loves her. I like that has menacing as the crown prince is described in killing anyone that bothers him, that the female protagonist is the one enigma/tamer that they would never consider...in 2 meetings not only does he not kill her but he can't imagine not seeing her, being petted, and even follows small requests that he'd never otherwise do. I was laughing so much with the crown prince's internal conflict of "if I kill her then I won't be able to see her...can't have that...I want to hug her...what is this hunger?" I mean man so many feelings are crashing down on someone everyone just labels inhuman:confusion, bliss, excitement, longing...the list goes on. I never though of a big red worlf and blue bunny being together, but unknowingly the female protagonist's 2nd older brother acted as a great counselor clearing up his love for his only sister!

Hesitant to read at first but other than the strange beauty standards with scars, freckles, birthmarks, and even weight I kinda like that in a way women have more power and are respected especially with the men to women ratio bein unbalanced. When they say beast men they really mean that though what with the territory conflicts, desire for reproduction, I'm not a fan of eating someone else's cubs even if they won't stay off my land (sorry Curtis), the power ranking... many things are discussed about wild animals that I just remembered or learned. In this civilization men are the ones that get discarded if they find the right solo partner but women actually practice polygamy...I was shook when the level of connection between the women and her partner means they can be imparted with the powers of their husbands. However, it doesn't look like many women have strong connections with their husbands and beautiful women aren't as common. What confuses me is why don't the beast women have ears and tails like the males? I've gotta say I think that maybe feral beast men aren't as bad as the rumors say because I love Curtis...he definitely doesn't treat Bai poorly once he understands warm blooded mammals better and for the most part that instinctive fear of snakes fades with his maturity and sweetness but he does have a fiercely predatory side as well not to mention his jealously. Parker isn't bad he's kinda cute and thoughtful...Winston,Harvey, and Muiri grow on me more and more but you've gots to have serious bravery and power to go up against Curtis...as sweet as he can be is literally deadly! I didn't think I get so caught up in this beastly world but I'm interested in what the merfolk look like, only downside is that if you get pregnant it's just you and your husbands handling the labor unless there are complications plus you've got to get inventive with cooking and clothes.

I think the god of love works in mysterious ways, but I really like that even in Ellizay's past life she had a strong connection to Aseph (reliving his nightmares and longing) who knew so much pain and misery from and early age...in her heart she knew that happiness was always out of reach for him since he is the "villain." I never seen a knew character get created specifically for the female protagonist before, it's even cooler that she ends up with a twin sister-Elissa. I'm a sucker for those soulmate marks, but it is cruel as Ellizay considers that her fated one might not share her mark...since he's the whole reason she wanted to come to that world--to give him the love he craved without it turning into something disgusting, abusive, and conditional.

It's an absolute shame how weight, tattoos, hair dye, piercings, and punk rock style is described as ugly because even though they give a rebellious flare those things add to a person's charm and interest they don't detract! I wished so many times that Wanwan believed the don't judge a book by its cover phrase and actually semi or per entry dyed her hair and got actual tattoos, which I realize it was always a ploy to make Si Yean lose interest but dum dum doesn't get that adorable beast will dote on her no matter her appearance...she wasted her time, effort, reputation, and education on some subpar dude when she should have tried understand the guy so engrossed by her that he literally has insomnia when he thinks she's about to run off...his insecurities causes his sleepless nights. But, glad Wanwan got woke the second time around to realize the cutie infront of her!

I've got to say at first I was really thrown by the complete nonsense of the first part with On Guang being so confident that the female protagonist had drugged him, slept with him, and was keeping their child hidden away somewhere (maybe neglecting him/her) like nothing would alter his perception that maybe she was framed and maybe he was wrong. I was thinking he's got some serious mental issues to be so mad and violent all the time, his staff doesn't know what to do with him and women flock to him for his money, influence, looks, and even with all his faults he is intelligent when it comes to business and technology. I realize people try to use and drug On Guang all the time, but I was really pained by his response to how a virgin can be pregnant and not let the doctor verify I mean it was her life on the line if she was lying. But, the more you read the more you understand that he really has an extreme case of paranoid personality disorder mixed in with trauma and delusions...he thinks everyone is out to get him and holds fast to his own claims. If ever a person needed inpatient/therapy kind of treatment I think he should have had some things to help him cope and bring himself back to reality when he's lost in delusions and he blames himself for his brother's death as well and gets easily triggered by car accidents. I mean there should be someone that doesn't just go along with the male protagonist all the time, because yes he needs a constant support system but many of his thoughts and feelings are clouded by his mental illnesses. I do think it's interesting that his mind actually made 5 star food taste bad and only accepts the female protagonist's food!