pidgeonreads's manga / #horny bottom(47)

Absolutely none of the popular tags on this prepared me for the absolute emotional roller coaster of a read this was. Though I give it three stars, most of my faults lie with the way you can tell the artist was running out of steam entirely at the end. The art began to slack off as well as the story pacing. And on top of that this is even a story where I wished the main couple didn’t end up together. So it’s a little insane that I still found myself with so much to say about it. This is a story with deeply faulted characters. Absolutely none of the main or side cast is free of series character defects. And reading their story often filled me with rage. I got mad at the stupid choices they made and how awfully they treated each other. Even now I’m pissed that the main couple stayed together after everything. But I feel like that was, in a way, the point. You’re supposed to get mad. You’re supposed to hate the actions of CW and TS. You’re supposed to want to scream at the breakdown of the friendship between the lead and his bestfriend. This was a story about how painful and messy and hurtful loving someone can be. TS was so afraid of becoming like his father yet he woke up one day and realized that’s exact what he was. CW spent the better part of his life suffering only to find out that he could be just bad as TS. Worse, even. The protag of the story is supposed to be this crowd pleaser who no one can dislike yet he spends almost the entire story setting himself up to get hurt and then wallowing in exactly what he knew would happen while dealing with the one person who really doesn’t like him. It’s very human. I would still say that it’s solidly a 3 star read. There’s a ton of problems. Like I don’t really see a need for the bully to have so much time dedicated to him. He didn’t even seem to serve as any sort of parallel, just an easy way out of setting up scenes. And though I felt that the slow deterioration of the protag was executed very well, I found CW’s arc to be the opposite. His actions felt extremely out of character and basically reversed his personality for the beginning half of the story. Like for someone who’s supposed to be so in love with and obsessed to TS he literally just dropped the dude and then basically he ceased to exist for him until he was needed again in the story. Not great.

I’m not a huge fan of enemies to lovers but these two won me over so hard when they hit the lovers era <3

I’m literally asexual and I think reading this made me reach enlightenment and experience sexual desire for the first time ever. I love pairings that are so disgustingly into each other <3

Recommend if you like: size difference, porn with plot Don’t read if you hate: monster fucking, emotionless character Content warning: rape (past), child abuse (past), low gore (in story) *** Deep in a forest nearly untouched by humans, there lives an ugly but kind hearted monster named Kavo. One day he encounters a handsome but emotionless inhuman man named Liam and saves him from could-be attackers. Despite the mystery of Liam’s background and his advances on the bashful monster, they become travel companions. *** It’s rare for a monster fucking story to be more than just that, but this was a beautiful manga. Kavo and Liam are well built characters and the world around them felt real and full. Though their story was shorter, it achieved all of its goals and left me very happy.