Sam's manga / #angst(59)

I LOVE LOVE LOVE EVERYTHING abt this!!!!! the main characters are perfect!!!!! my absolute favourite ever I love how the mc is not a pushover in the slightest their chemistry is to die for I relate sm to how the mc is just living he's not letting himself enjoy anyth whatsoever since he believes he only deserves to pay & atone for his sins I love how the ML sees right through him, saying things like "If I were to do anything more, I'm afraid you'd break" when the mc doesn't let it show at all, and i mean AT ALL. he has one of the hardest shells to break & i love seeing Jay try to break it u can see Yoohan slowly & in the most subtle ways let his guard down, but surely THE PERFECT slow-burn I love watching them fall in love so deeply, so subtly I love how Yoohan tries so hard not to notice how Jay's becoming a reason for him to hold onto his life even after his revenge is overdue I cant explain in words just how much i love their dynamic I have never read anything close to this masterpiece i am in love & in awe & im so sad i cant this for the first time again & i thought 75 chapters were enough for me to start BUT I CANT GET ENPUGH I NEED MORE CHAPTERS TO BINGE this has just the right amount of literally everything, it's flawless that scene where Yoohan acts as a nonchalant character & he falls to his death smiling made me cry and how Hansoo was shaken bc it felt like Yoohan really was gonna commit suicide he was shaken bc it felt too real, how could one act as though they are content eith taking their own life so naturally? i love how the mysteries are unfolding and how Yoohan remains a mystery to everyone but Jay and the owner and how Hansoo is still clueless abt the fact that his little brother (also Hansoo) was actually killed I cant wait for the moment he finds out the weight of everything Yoohan's been carrying I cant wait to see Yoohan breaking down in front of Jay TOHFA BEGAD 26/12/23 15/2/24 UPDATE: i finally got to see yoohan cry but for some reason it didnt satisfy me at all. i wonder if it’s just me or the author has been building up sm so far and has been raising my expectations sm then the turning point turned out to be somewhat anticlimactic. idk. idk if it’s bc i binge read more than 60 chapters and was so invested in it that now reading 4 chapters isnt doing it for me or if it’s bc it’s been a month so i dont feel as connected to the characters. even though i do. i still feel the same abt what i wrote before but i cant get myself to feel anything while reading im so annoyed i dont wanna feel this way. this made me feel sm & gave me a huge dopamine boost i dont want fhis to go away. i feel like the author couldve done 77-80 a bit better though. & the smex scenes just idk it wasnt it. it’s good but didnt rly do this masterpiece of a slowburn justice. waiting 80 chapters for this idk couldve been a bit better

not my comment but saving for future purposes: This is so lovely and I love how everything is making sense! The plot, the pacing, the art, the EVERYTHING is perfect. You see, there are some artists that changes their mind about the story as it goes (I don't blame them bcs sometimes changes are good and necessary too) but this one felt like it's been planned for a long time. The plot is so well-executed and I love how everything is connected, from the current timeline and the backstory arc atm, it's so crazy to think that such small details connect pieces of information that may explain what's happening in the current timeline. This story is truly so lovely! 26/8/23 Mine: This is truly one of the best stories i have come across in a long time, if not the best. It's not just a typical cliche BL (if i don't sleep with u i'll die) but omg the PLOT??? THE RAW EMOTIONS??? WORLD BULDING???? 3 seasons very carefully planned with every little detail. foreshadowing from v early chapters only to be revealed at season 3. every little thing is explained and with detail. it doesnt leave you wondering, you realise that everything all comes down to fate at the end. no such thing as mere coincidence in this manhwa. i love this so much, so so much i'm crying. the characters are SO well-written omg and the dynamics between them. every single one. i haven't read a story that's managed to keep me so interested and so invested with ALL its characters. i love & enjoy them all equally, and i feel so emotional with them. i love how all the questions were answered at the end in season 3. how everything, all the pieces finally fell to place. i cant with this slowburn of a masterpiece. the story has actual depth actual plot i NEED more i wish i could read this again for the first time. the concept of past lives, how everything and everyone is and always has been connected from the very beginning. how fate is taking its turn. the concept of how everything has always been predestined so dwelling on what could've been will only make you and you alone suffer, is so prominent. i hate the memory loss though. that is one thing i cant stand. bc i simply couldnt bare it. one of my biggest fears: to forget and/ or be forgotten. which makes my heart ache for each one of them even more. i love the characters and their depth and eveyrhting about this really i love this so so much. (side note: listening to Grave Filled with Books- Giles Corey) [24/5/2024-18:20] It all comes back in full circle

I'll be waiting forever...