Hate Mate
waiting for updates to reread 22/9/2024 listened to From the I Miss You Department- Furino (on soundcloud, apparently it's on spotify now too?) and when i tell u this mixtape FIT INCREDIBLY WELL WITH THIS MANHWA OMG I read this when it first came out. I think I was in 9th or 10th grade. I didn't like it at all. characters seemed so stupid and I couldn't relate to them. I hated Jun, I hated that Subin chose Jun despite not rly liking him at first, I couldn't understand why he'd pick that old man over his highschool best friend. I hated the age gap. I couldn't relate to any of the characters they were old and lame. But now. my GOD, now I felt this with my whole soul I cried so much oh my GOD this was such a good read!!! possibly one of the best I've ever come across it's so raw and realistic and relatable and to me personally, very bittersweet. the situation with hyeonwoo was so heartbreaking this is the type of manhwa i'm currently looking for as a 20-year old I want something real, something raw, emotions, imperfections, feelings laid out in the open, real issues something actually relatable a big part of me was hoping for a different ending, but I know it's selfish of me. i can't help it, the history between them runs so fcking deep it's heartbreaking they went their separate ways and that one panel where hyeonwoo is asked about as first love, and as he tries to chase him, he disappears from his embrace I SOBBED you see, I still honestly think they were much more compatible, they fit each other sosoo well and much better than Jun but that's the thing about life too, there is no such thing as perfect and you won't necessarily end up with your "soulmate" that doesn't mean Jun was a bad choice, far from it "This shit has me tearing me up at 6am bro . It's very realistic . "We went our separate ways" and the imagery of him trying to chase him where he disappears in his embrace MAN what if I just kms???I mean it's well deserved afterall he was always late but can't help but feel for him sad either. I just imagine if they HAD ended up together they would have been far more compatible like they have something really deep . But it took him too long to admit it and put everything out there aaa. And for the main couple it was nice to see them work around their differences . The chapter when it said most stories end with the couple getting together because navigating through it is not so easy went hard ." another comment: "Painfully raw interactions and relationships, sat anxiously waiting to see where it goes cause everyone;s so real I couldn’t even root for any specific route, it too raw on my emotions sndisniid, ended bittersweetish but well, but why the hell did it take Jun so long to realize a relationship isn’t somewhere to think about your pride or to be scared of showing you love more than they love you, as if it’s “losing” like I don’t know how they even survived five years with the “gotta act adult” play-less attitude, and it hit hard when the girl said “have you ever asked him if he loves you? He keeps asking cause he’s anxious but he’s never given you room to doubt he loves you but you haven’t shown him you love him” like yes exactly, he came to you at his lowest of the low but you’re here five years in trying to hold up a reputation of being adult and serious to not seem pathetically desperately in love? ILL SLAP YOU"
Lost in the Cloud