StrawberryCake<3's manga / #emotional/dramatic(18)

Uke went to a village to start afresh with his work because in the past his friend committed suicide. He thinks that it was his fault. Seme lives in a huge house in this village. Because of an incident in which his parents died and he as the only survivor got trapped in the car with his dead parents, he got claustrophobia. He can't trust anyone because his aunt and uncle betrayed and left him after the incident and they also are the cause of his parents' death. Now the uke has to live in the seme's house.

Uke is in love with his younger brother. Because of this he moves out of his home and lives with seme (41 years old). Seme likes uke for a really long time ("13 years of affection"! - p.76) and it's his first love too! (p.83)

uke hates women, is afraid of them

Story 1 (Ch.1-3 + ): Seme and uke are together for 5 years. After 3 months of not seeing each other, seme says he got married but don't want to break up with uke. Uke starts going out with a bartender (seme 2) who listened to uke's love troubles. To properly date seme 2 uke meets up with seme to break up wiith him. After hearing that his boyfriend dates someone else seme gets angry, bites and rapes uke. Story 2 (Ch.4-5): childhood friends. Uke confessed to seme but seme said "disgusting" to him. Uke thought it's the end but after one week seme appeared at his new place. After that seme came repeatedly to uke's place only to have sex. Uke thought that seme just used him for sexual needs. The truth is seme thought they were dating and said "disgusting" just to hid his embarrassment because seme was happy to hear uke's confession. -> big misunderstanding