Stalker's Game
He's a caring stalker but also scary. Extreme possessive. I like the story but I don't know how I feel about him bc I have mixed feelings.
Iyagaru Anta no Kao ga Mitai
Katamuku Karada
If only he wasn't so forecefull with the uke and talked it out properly. In the end it's somewhat love but mostly the uke accepting it and getting hooked/addicted. He did want love and someone to embrace him. Just not in a way like that. The love the seme so badly wanted made it all twisted in a toxic way. Now the uke is so dependable on him. I can only agree with one thing that father said that "he is not meant for that life." He should have left him to live a normal life. Or at least seme should have went about it more properly than to keep obsessing and forcing him until he just gave in to it all. But the art style is great.
The Perfect Relationship
Lezhin Psychological twisted with a befitting ending.
Averted Gaze R
Also on Lezhin. - At least, in the end. She finds her own happiness, love, and starts living her life for herself without holding anyhing back, - At this point, she should have left a long time ago from that place.
Spin Out (KUNIEDA Saika)
I almost thouht they would somehow get away with murder in chapter 4, but that was me thinking maybe. I mostly thought, what if they both just choose to go away together themselves from everything and live life together instead. That ending though, wtf man. I can’t believe it, such a tragedy. They finally went on a date and were somewhat happy and thinking about a somewhat future together, plus murder. Then out of nowhere, Ryouma stabs Miki. I was pissed after that and I knew he couldn’t be saved. But, I hoped he lived. The ending of chapter 4, lef tme with sadness and mystery. Miki still a mystery to me and his sister as well. So much left to figure out. In the end, I feel the most sad for Tatsumi losing Miki and his personality getting more twisted and hallucinating about Miki. I do hope he gets his revenge, i feel like he is just left waiting for it. But, at least he is still somehow connected to Miki, spending time with Miki’s sister and her son. Although, seems awkward. I hope he just does what he likes now.
Non Zero Sum
Season 1 finale, he started to realize his Situation is just like how he was in past growing up. He is too dependent on Haeyoung that it's become a habit and reality. It's sad that he wants to escape but is too worried that if he runs out of money with no one to ask for help in an unfamiliar place that he would rather think to stay with the abusive Haeyoung and the rest who started to cover and abusive him. F*ked up that they took him to an isolated villa and did that to him. Definetly a toxic relationship with all three so called abilusive friends who clearly love, covet, and Obessive over him. The fact they know it's wrong but still do.... makes me angry and sad for Haewon. The only somewhat rest he got, was when all three of them left him alone and he seemed to be doing fine. Except for the fact that what happened at the villa (raped him) forever changed him and he has traumatic nightmares because of it. I really wished he would just leave and not look back. I mean, he really could leave them all behind. Unless they came looking for him. In a way he can leave, but it's come too far and for so long dependency and abusive that he is afraid to leave. But there was a spoiler that he choose to stay and he chooses one man out of the three semes. I know it's toxic, traumatic, psychological, and tragedy read. But I will continue with it as, I have read more stories with this similar plot. But, fair warning it's not for the weak of heart. Stories and series with plots like these always causes emotions to boil. I think I remember reading this on Lezhin, but I never got past season 1 after what happened at the Villla because after that and the photo they took. I was like all f* no and was fed up with All those seme. But I am still reading as I want to know how it all ends. I did once think that Haewon could escape it all, until the villa. Still don't understand how all three of them hung out as friends but coveted Haewon. Clearly Haeyoung did what he did because he is an abusive psycho but the fact that the others knee as well and let him do it. Plus joined in... Okay I am ranting again. I always end up rereading this series for some reason. I got to say that the author did a great job of making this dark and twisted series that brings out my emotions of sadness, anger, etc.... sad that Haewon will never find peace as Hayoung will always find him. Sucks he is the one who ends up with Haewon in the end.
Chainsaw Man