Lover666's manga / #sad(7)

Seriously Psychological stuff asf… ML family is so F* up… they are traumatized since childhood and even in adulthood.. I feel so bad for Uke… Also on Lezhin too . I feel bad for kyungso to have gone through all that and pain only to still live and end up with the psycho ML… I also feel bad for the psychological trauma his friend went through and could have been a lover and protector of him but is also obsessed with uke… in the end everyone ended f*ked up and somehow it resolved itself… I still can’t get over the psycho ML way of thinking of his love for Kyung so …. Rape, violence, torture, his weird a$$ family and having confused Kyung so and a relationship with the brother and the sister in the shower jerking him off… like these parts were so mind altering … like at least get revenge for Kyungso and beat the shit out of the gang rape people oh ML so called friends at the time… no matter how many times I reread this .. I might rant again… But honestly well written author … I’m defined adding this to my darker and psychological BL reads… I enjoy series written by this other and the reused characters that look similar in other stories…

This is one of my favorite series.

Damn, now I'm crying and feeling the pain. I was happy to read this dj and got to see Ash again. Man, I still feel angry with his death and sadness it brought. But this made me happy to think how Eiji had a happy dream about Ash being happy and going back to that library. Going back to read/watch Banana Fish over and over again now.

I almost thouht they would somehow get away with murder in chapter 4, but that was me thinking maybe. I mostly thought, what if they both just choose to go away together themselves from everything and live life together instead. That ending though, wtf man. I can’t believe it, such a tragedy. They finally went on a date and were somewhat happy and thinking about a somewhat future together, plus murder. Then out of nowhere, Ryouma stabs Miki. I was pissed after that and I knew he couldn’t be saved. But, I hoped he lived. The ending of chapter 4, lef tme with sadness and mystery. Miki still a mystery to me and his sister as well. So much left to figure out. In the end, I feel the most sad for Tatsumi losing Miki and his personality getting more twisted and hallucinating about Miki. I do hope he gets his revenge, i feel like he is just left waiting for it. But, at least he is still somehow connected to Miki, spending time with Miki’s sister and her son. Although, seems awkward. I hope he just does what he likes now.

A great plot. I really wish that this was slightly longer or more chapter to the story. To have more of Tougo and Natsumi together after all they've been through. I didn't like her family until the end, her little bro and step mom were alright. I never liked her dad. This was overall a great manga. They are learning to move on after Haru's death and live their own lives doing what they want for themselves. I believe that Tougo liked the older sister since the beginning he saw her, but he was nice to Haru and did like her. Just not as much as I think he liked Natsumi. Also, he mostly would've married her because of his family's expectations. The extra chapter was ironic because he fell in love with a woman the opposite of his first expectations of a woman he'd like or would marry.