Lover666's manga / #Rape(44)

Such trauma, psychological, and abuse. The author really emphaized it in their writing and portrayed all that raw emotion really well.

Season 1 finale, he started to realize his Situation is just like how he was in past growing up. He is too dependent on Haeyoung that it's become a habit and reality. It's sad that he wants to escape but is too worried that if he runs out of money with no one to ask for help in an unfamiliar place that he would rather think to stay with the abusive Haeyoung and the rest who started to cover and abusive him. F*ked up that they took him to an isolated villa and did that to him. Definetly a toxic relationship with all three so called abilusive friends who clearly love, covet, and Obessive over him. The fact they know it's wrong but still do.... makes me angry and sad for Haewon. The only somewhat rest he got, was when all three of them left him alone and he seemed to be doing fine. Except for the fact that what happened at the villa (raped him) forever changed him and he has traumatic nightmares because of it. I really wished he would just leave and not look back. I mean, he really could leave them all behind. Unless they came looking for him. In a way he can leave, but it's come too far and for so long dependency and abusive that he is afraid to leave. But there was a spoiler that he choose to stay and he chooses one man out of the three semes. I know it's toxic, traumatic, psychological, and tragedy read. But I will continue with it as, I have read more stories with this similar plot. But, fair warning it's not for the weak of heart. Stories and series with plots like these always causes emotions to boil. I think I remember reading this on Lezhin, but I never got past season 1 after what happened at the Villla because after that and the photo they took. I was like all f* no and was fed up with All those seme. But I am still reading as I want to know how it all ends. I did once think that Haewon could escape it all, until the villa. Still don't understand how all three of them hung out as friends but coveted Haewon. Clearly Haeyoung did what he did because he is an abusive psycho but the fact that the others knee as well and let him do it. Plus joined in... Okay I am ranting again. I always end up rereading this series for some reason. I got to say that the author did a great job of making this dark and twisted series that brings out my emotions of sadness, anger, etc.... sad that Haewon will never find peace as Hayoung will always find him. Sucks he is the one who ends up with Haewon in the end.

So f*king sad.