sadslime's manga / #Fanboy(15)

In a world where gods exist and sometimes have public personas, Mamori is a hardcore stan for his favorite idol, Kamui, of the band Gods. However, after attending a concert, Mamori is practically abducted and taken to Kamui. It turns out, Kamui is a real god and Mamori is his ceremonial vessel, the one designated to give birth to a divine messenger for Kamui as part of his coming of age. Mamori is devastated that the idol he respected for working so hard was actually a god the whole time who only became an idol to increase his "worshipers," and he's even more distressed that Kamui is forcing him to sleep together regularly so they can create a divine messenger. But as they get to know each other, Mamori realizes he's misunderstood Kamui and there's more to his favorite idol than he thought. Would have been a lot cuter if they could have avoided the rape. Trigger warning: rape.

Yoh was working at an abusive company and about to end his life when he was invited to a play by one of the actors, Yuki, and Yuki's performance moved him so much he decided to stan Yuki and make him his god and his reason for living. Yoh's whole life has turned around, and now he just wants to thank Yuki for everything, but he gets overwhelmed when he sees him in person, so during a special event for fans, he blurts out something totally inappropriate, leading to the actor agreeing to sleep with him. Yoh is horrified that he could put his hands on his god, but Yuki had a good time and tracks Yoh down, becoming a freeloader at his place. I think a lot of people disliked this because the characters very deliberately choose not to grow, which is not what you usually expect, but in a way that made it interesting. Yuki is a bad person, but not a badly written character, and Yoh has real issues that many can relate too. It's not my favorite, but not a bad read. Trigger warnings: attempted suicide, suicidal ideation, somnophilia, enabling.

Minami(omega) is a total fanboy for his favorite omega online vlogger, Mai, so he can't believe his luck when he wins a lottery chance to meet with Mai. But Mai always reminded Minami of his first love Sanei(alpha) who suddenly disappeared from Minami's life and who he later heard died, and when Minami meets Mai in person, the similarities are even more shocking. But Mai insists he's not Sanei and seduces Minami, then ends up working his way into Minami's life until Minami no longer cares if Mai is Sanei or not, as long as they can be together. But Mai/Sanei has a dark past that involves Minami, and Minami is about to find out the truth behind Sanei's disappearance and death. Honestly, I've read this at least 3 times and am still only about 70% sure I understand what's going on. Still, despite the complicated and dark parts, it's a very interesting story with a non-traditional alpha x omega relationship, so I enjoyed reading it, but do be mindful of the trigger warnings as it is not for everyone. Trigger warnings: statutory rape, rape, child grooming, sex slavery, child abuse, murder, threat of suicide.

Toma is an idol in one of the fastest rising new groups, but he's also a huge stan of the industry veteran, Akito, so when he sees Akito not acting like himself to avoid another scandal after punching someone, Toma decides to step in and teach Akito how to be the arrogant but cool idol that all his fans fell in love with. But Akito assumes that love extends to lust and just immediately sleeps with Toma, so they also become friends with benefits while Toma is helping him. Interesting characters, I like it so far. Trigger warning: dubcon.

Kairi has been head over heels for his favorite idol, Rinto, for 3 years now, so imagine his surprise when his father introduces Kairi his new wife and her son, and it turns out Rinto is going to be Kairi's stepbrother! Kairi is desperate to hide his infatuation with Rinto, but not desperate enough as Rinto immediately overhears Kairi jerking off to Rinto, but fortunately for Kairi, Rinto thinks it's hot and wants to lend a hand, starting their physical relationship. This is total self-insert smut, the story is ridiculous, but I did enjoy Rinto's bizarre airheadedness. No trigger warnings.