tlkjew2's manga / #sweet (eventually)(1)

BJ alex

Complete | Mingwa | 2000 released

Every night at 10, Dong-gyun locks himself up in his room, grabs a box of tissues, and watches a live cam boy show hosted by Alex, a BJ (broadcast jockey). Timid Dong-gyun admires not only Alex’s ripped body, but his candor in sharing his sexual experiences with viewers. One night, Dong-gyun downs too many drinks at a school networking event and passes out. When he wakes up, he’s in bed staring up at a shirtless hunk. A hunk who looks an awful lot like...Alex. donggyun - shy pushover obsessive fan who fantasizes about a relationship with bj alex, virgin perv but also sort of innocent jiwon - top cam boy - secret identity turns out to be d's senior at school / president - acts really nice but secretly has somewhat nasty (although not completely horrid) personality (though later turns out its just an act) j threatens d not to reveal his secret, but then can't get it up for his shows unless he thinks of d?! so they start a sex-only relationship with j making d promise not to think this is a real relationship with feelings... starts off as an unhealthy relationship between a fan and a guy just using him for sex - but j ends up giving in little by little to d's pure-hearted cuteness, (also j's traumatic past with first gay relationship of guy he fell in love with who was just using him,and lack of love from parents- cause for his shitty personality/hating andrefusing to have a romantic relationship -he put on a mask figuratively and later literally to be loved by others but felt empty - afraid to trust or love) - with a fair amount of drama and of course hot smut along the way - eventually d gets drunk and ruins j's livestream and confesses his love, j dumps him, d starts to get over it and gain self-respect that he wants and deserves love and not just sex without feelings, but now j is jealous and is figuring out he actually wants him? are those... feelings? (now j is the desperate one - yes role reversal) - finally admits to himself it's love, cue pining and pursuing d to win him back - eventual sweet romance, figuring out relationship, reveal more of d's life and past (betrayed by friends spreading gay rumours), d scared of coming out but overcomes it with j's support, both of them go through comiing out voluntarily/involuntarily (there's an asshole bully but most everyone else is supportive), j destroying his figurative mask, moving in together and rings, j finally hanging up his literal mask as well lots of hot smut, bits of humour that keep j from being too much of an asshole at first, drama, eventually character growth and move to a more healthy relationship and romance, good plot pacing and use of mirroring situations (start and end with literal and figurative masks, parallel traumatic pasts, d->j then j->d) also interwoven hardcore kinky bdsm side story of d's cute and confident experienced friend who wants to try subbing (sleeps around, likes younger guys but tends to date abusive assholes and has problems saying his safeword) and older dom bj who wants him as his new sub for broadcasting with (and ends up falling for him)