tlkjew2's manga / #friends to lovers(3)

Chanbit Han: award winning actor, trendsetter, and all-around nice guy…at least on the surface. As his manager and best friend, Baekyung (who's secretly in love with Chanbit but also friends with benefits with him) knows the real Chanbit. Sure, he’s kind and gentle but, in the bedroom, he’s anything but (C is a super slutty masochist who sleeps around a lot). When Chanbit was starting his career, he fell in love with Youngha Do, entrepreneur and Chanbit’s guide into the depths of BDSM. Now Youngha’s back and is the CEO of Chanbit’s entertainment agency. Torn between Youngha and Baekyung, will he follow his heart or his career? cute but childish oblivious chanbit (likes b but is oblivious to both b's and his own feelings) who wants to be loved and is a slut that attracts to wrong sort of guys (and trauma from past - feels like he can't find/isn't worthy of? love - abandoned by parents, son of ceo who turns out to be of the new ceo of the company he's under who was his manipulative asshole first boyfriend and sex partner who introduced him to bdsm and trained him (too quickly), broke him/his selfesteem, and comes back to fuck things up and be a blackmailing semi-rapey asshole) + sweet and longsuffering baekyung who is cold to everyone but chanbit and takes care of him/ is protective of him/ and secretly loves him main couple are really sweet but the ceo ruins everything and should go die in a fire (a lot of uncomfortable manipulation / rapey scenes - very hard to get through)

short story school friends to lovers, demisexual, incidental crossdressing because of insecurity about being with crush as boyfriend instead of girlfriend (resolved)