Mrs. Kimchi's manga / #Mature(24)

I remember reading it years ago and I thought it was a bl and that the "feelings" were mutual, now that I've read this again I can't think of this the same AT ALL, sangwoo never "loved" bum for who he is, he never saw him as a person but an object to help him with his trauma and at the end when he actually showed that he feels NOTHING for bum and tried to kill him, that was an obvious message to all that he. Does. Not. Care. At. All, not about bum and not about anyone else other than him and himself but I still bad for him, his past self and the trauma he had growing up, I hated his mom and dad WITH MY WHOLE HEART, I can't help but feel bad for him but the fact that he is inflicting that trauma on others and think that it gives him any reason to do what he do is WRONG, nothing and I mean nothing can justify his crimes and his wrong doings, he is a cold blooded killer even if he had a bad childhood... Last read: 67

I hate it but yet I can not hate it... it's so disturbing to read but still, I can not stop myself from reading it... But what I hate the most in the story are the parents like what are you doing you have a child take care of it don't just leave him alone at the house like tf are you serious you blame it on the other person but if you have taken good care of him this would have never happened! if you have to work, make money for your child to TAKE CARE OF HIM is it not better to take care of him by yourself than leave him all alone?? if you would have taught him about how dangerous strangers can be and to never go to their home with them then this would have never happened and yet you blame it on the child even tho it's YOUR fault how disappointing.... this story was well... REALLY psychological, dark, and twisted ( O_O) BUT anyway I loved maiko when he kicked the chair of the guys who were trying to take their picture...