A Life Turned Upside Down - My Dad's an Alcoholic
This was sad and it hit me like a damn truck, the way she spent her whole life trying to be ''normal'' and to have a ''normal'' family. Honestly, I am grateful to my family... but sometimes, I feel like a useless daughter, I am not grateful enough for them because they are trying hard to provide for me. Still, at the end of the day, I feel bad, not enough, not loved and it makes me sad and loathe myself... But I am trying to move on and love myself for what I am worth... Anyways, I am really happy she realized her worth and found a good man for her, forgave herself for the mistakes she did not commit and I hope for her to find true love and happiness and I wish that for myself too... Last read: ch 11
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