Silver Ash's manga / #Mature(11)

Complete ch 8.5 This was so good what the fuck, I wasn’t expecting to super enjoy it but the story is so well done and I actually like the art. It’s all so nice and wonderful. Pacing could be better but too much filled would have made it obnoxious to read, gotta say that but I’m also picky. I really just enjoyed this. Truly.

I read this waaay back before I ever really embraced my enjoyment of drawn pornography. I’ve always wanted to find it again and I actual did. I got more enjoyment out of it now that I’m not hiding or being ashamed. As someone who is nonbinary, having intersex pornography is a good thing in my eyes. Seeing it tagged as “Hermaphrodite” and “Male Futanari” makes me not want to read ANY of the comments. Sorry I don’t want to run into uneducated nonsense and fetishization of this topic.

Complete ch 53 I’m highly impressed and interested in this. Fuck. We only know two of their names, everyone else has a title they go by or names are just foregone. It is such a powerful storytelling tool. Fuuuuuck! Clark is fucked upon his own right, he isn’t void of emotion but doesn’t feel them on the same level as everyone else, it’s like his sensitivity is turned down. Alex is dealing with depression, ptsd, more stuff with names and criteria I could never totally gather, Alex’s emotions aren’t void, he feels almost too deeply at times. He does almost have a switch, not to mention he doesn’t experience emotions the same way as someone normally would. They contrast each other really nicely. Social disorders clashing and mending. I don’t know if this is actually a romance so I’m not sure how things are going to end, the doctor however is their link and the reason for Clark to worry, he’s at least somewhat of a weakness, and he’s going to interfere with the flow because, he cares about Alex. Where Clark doesn’t. I need to know more about their relationship. (As of ch 20) Clark’s plan lowkey backfired on him because his ex was safer being Alex’s doctor, bound by ethics. Now Alex knows that Clark cares, or at least did, for the psychiatrist. Which puts him personally in danger as Alex is feeling feelings for Clark. While Clark isn’t really on that page. Alex might end up hurting Clark in one of those moments during sex too. Makes you think and wonder. How much is Alex going to feel and is Clark ever going to feel something real for Alex. (Ch 28) Big questions now, what is Alex going to give him? Is the psychiatrist alive and okay? Will Clark ever love Alex, and if not will that keep him safe from being murdered? Does Alex already love Clark or is it affection from someone he’s simply having sex with? Will Alex kill people he’s not in love with? Does that police statement have a bigger meaning (likely not)? If Clark and the psychiatrist only briefly dated, then why the rings? I have so many thoughts about this story it’s driving me crazy. I want to know everything, fucking EVERYTHING! Alex my son, I don’t know if what you’re in love yet, but you’re walking that path sweetie. Clark my boy, you’re an idiot. (Ch. 32) Alex is too traumatized for this. (Ch. 34) Oliver and Tommy. They get names now, meaning they have greater importance in the story. Maybe to be killed. Fuck, Alex. I’m burdened with emotions and questions right now. How else can Clark handle Alex if it isn’t face on? Why do I get the feeling that Clark and Alex are going to fight and one of them is going to be killed? What if Alex does kill Clark before turning himself in? An act of love and desperation, his last. One of them has to go. (Ch 46) Clark played Alex from beginning to end. I loved reading this, it flows, it makes sense, I resonate with the characters. Mind games everywhere. Plus Clark just destroying Alex’s delusion of Clark loving him at the end, was magnificent. Fucking chefs kiss! (Ch 53)

Last ch 5 They all have their own fucked up kinks. He’s harboring feelings of some kind for both of them and they love him back. What comes after that I don’t know.

I do have one question, do others thing Kaga-san isn’t good at sex?

Complete ch 7 Four stars for characters and dynamics alone. Take and Minegishi aren’t in love. Hiroi is the one that they both care about and he’s the one sharing Take. Mine gets the stamp of approval as he’s so incredibly in love with Hiroi. Take only treasures and can stand Mine for this reason. I would’ve liked to of seen more direct communication between Take and Hiroi. Take and Mine had a talk expressing that Hiroi was their only connection. But seeing Take tell Hiroi that Mine ultimately belongs to Hiroi and seeing his friend be happy with someone he loves is what was important to him. He’s in a loveless relationship, while caring and sweet in its own kind of way, it’s still not a romantic love from either Mine or Hiroi. Hiroi has claim on both of those boys if you will. Seeing more showing that would give me more faith in their relationship.

Complete ch 2 Pent up feelings like these are my favorite. Also him getting hard over being told that someone liked his real personality is a hella mood.

Last ch 43 Fucking bitch. I just binged all of this. FUUUUUUUCK Yashiro is a stunning individual with so many layers. Fuuuck. Doumeki is fucked up in his own way, losing himself to his anger quickly and violently. Nanahara is token idiot, throwing that out there. (Ch 36) Gotta keep it from Misumi because he would tell Yashiro since softy. Shit, Doumeki baby you’re gonna see your man again soon. We might finally learn if Yashiro is faking it or not. Surely he has to remember but it could be like with his arm and something has to trigger it. Who knows, what we do know is that Doumeki who hasn’t washed his dick of Yashiro in 4 years is gonna see that slutty man again. Excited for the anime/movie! I wonder how much they will be able to cover. (Ch 38) Mother fucking screaming! We been knew, I already stated that he had to of remembered. No way fucking Yashiro forgets something like that. Both of them just keep getting sexier and it’s not fucking fair. (Ch 40) Kamiya sweetie, that’s not even the worse thing Yashiro has said to Doumeki. Fuck. Super fuck man. Holy fucking shit. I’m dead. Yashiro told a lot of the truth too, left out some details like Doumeki confessing and all the time they spent together. But very open. This has to be hard on both of them, right? Right?! (Ch 42)

Complete ch 13.9 This is so good, what else can I say