Silver Ash's manga / #Manipulative(13)

Fuck I’m crying now

Complete ch 5 There is a really good comment I saw, I’m gonna copy and paste it here. “Their personalities didn't change. If you read carefully, takumi always thought hisbrother was cute. He just acted indifferent in front of him, and then dark and tough during sex. And chapter 5 we see the older brother point of view. When they knew they both liked each other they just opened up and did it gently.” By Joyeshaa

Complete ch 53 I’m highly impressed and interested in this. Fuck. We only know two of their names, everyone else has a title they go by or names are just foregone. It is such a powerful storytelling tool. Fuuuuuck! Clark is fucked upon his own right, he isn’t void of emotion but doesn’t feel them on the same level as everyone else, it’s like his sensitivity is turned down. Alex is dealing with depression, ptsd, more stuff with names and criteria I could never totally gather, Alex’s emotions aren’t void, he feels almost too deeply at times. He does almost have a switch, not to mention he doesn’t experience emotions the same way as someone normally would. They contrast each other really nicely. Social disorders clashing and mending. I don’t know if this is actually a romance so I’m not sure how things are going to end, the doctor however is their link and the reason for Clark to worry, he’s at least somewhat of a weakness, and he’s going to interfere with the flow because, he cares about Alex. Where Clark doesn’t. I need to know more about their relationship. (As of ch 20) Clark’s plan lowkey backfired on him because his ex was safer being Alex’s doctor, bound by ethics. Now Alex knows that Clark cares, or at least did, for the psychiatrist. Which puts him personally in danger as Alex is feeling feelings for Clark. While Clark isn’t really on that page. Alex might end up hurting Clark in one of those moments during sex too. Makes you think and wonder. How much is Alex going to feel and is Clark ever going to feel something real for Alex. (Ch 28) Big questions now, what is Alex going to give him? Is the psychiatrist alive and okay? Will Clark ever love Alex, and if not will that keep him safe from being murdered? Does Alex already love Clark or is it affection from someone he’s simply having sex with? Will Alex kill people he’s not in love with? Does that police statement have a bigger meaning (likely not)? If Clark and the psychiatrist only briefly dated, then why the rings? I have so many thoughts about this story it’s driving me crazy. I want to know everything, fucking EVERYTHING! Alex my son, I don’t know if what you’re in love yet, but you’re walking that path sweetie. Clark my boy, you’re an idiot. (Ch. 32) Alex is too traumatized for this. (Ch. 34) Oliver and Tommy. They get names now, meaning they have greater importance in the story. Maybe to be killed. Fuck, Alex. I’m burdened with emotions and questions right now. How else can Clark handle Alex if it isn’t face on? Why do I get the feeling that Clark and Alex are going to fight and one of them is going to be killed? What if Alex does kill Clark before turning himself in? An act of love and desperation, his last. One of them has to go. (Ch 46) Clark played Alex from beginning to end. I loved reading this, it flows, it makes sense, I resonate with the characters. Mind games everywhere. Plus Clark just destroying Alex’s delusion of Clark loving him at the end, was magnificent. Fucking chefs kiss! (Ch 53)

Last ch 13.5 Xiang baby boy! You get Lin Ren! (Ch 4) I adore Xiang. His possessive nature is oh so yummy! And he treats Lin Ren so well, controls him yes but also caters to his every need. (Ch 13.5)

Last ch 41 I have so many questions... (ch 10) At ch 28, I hadn’t picked up on Jinsol being able to lie. I didn’t think about the kiss or even the idea that he existed. Kinda makes me think that I would be a Dare. This is a story more than it seems to be a BL, which is a change of pace I’m enjoying. To more content I guess. (Ch 41)

Complete ch 6 They both have horrible personalities.

Complete ch 6 The beginning couple chapters were hard to get through because timid-kun really bothered me. Kyoya is delicious and I wanted more of him and to see how he would be as the story progressed, his development was so hot for me as a writer. Timid-kun got better around the cultural festival. From there I was satisfied with both characters and plot. Overly dumb, awkward, and negative characters are a hit or miss with me. And I’m picky about every aspect of them in general even if I like them.

Complete ch 5 He just kinda accepts this man that raped him in his work place because he’s being taken care of afterwards. This guy hasn’t done anything redeeming.

Last ch 9 Beautiful and twisted characters all around