Silver Ash's manga / #Abusive Relationship(6)

This was crazy wild and crazy wonderful. The art and writing had me emotional the whole ride. People make mistakes in times where they are manipulated after years of grooming and conditioning. The trauma that Mitsuru had to endure was realistic and hits home for a lot of gay couples. Accurate representation is super important, especially for long term domestic abuse victims that are emotionally dragged and verbally degraded. It’s not easy to write and it isn’t easy to read, but it’s incredibly important. You don’t have to forgive your abuser. The people that truly love you won’t stop loving you. Abusers can feel regret, they are still human and in this case he really did love Mitsuru. Properly getting to know someone is important. Abuse of any kind is a heavy burden to carry.

Complete ch 5 The second couple is part of a one shot at the end.

Complete ch 38 Kang Seojin is so dumb, he’s actually an idiot. I love him. (Ch 22) Shin Jaehyun has suffered so greatly by the hands of Kang Minwoo. We all knew their relationship was toxic and psychologically abusive, but the fact that the injury that puts Shin Jaehyun at a disadvantage and further takes away his confidence as an artist was caused by Minwoo, probably not totally on accident either, to fuel his sick perversions leaves me disgusted. Kang Minwoo has no right to ever go anywhere near Shin Jaehyun. Someone better keep that bastard out of Jaehyun’s hospital room or we gonna have to throw hands. (Ch 34) Seojin looking like a mess was great. He would do anything for Jaehyun. (Ch 38)

Complete ch 79 Yooooooooooo, the fucking satisfaction we gonna get from watching dickwad get beaten and killed is going to be amazing. I am so god damn excited. Sungha is a breed of asshole that I fucking hate and Vampire-san is super cute. The winner is obvious! (Ch 5) Rich men who buy whole stores for their babies make me very happy. Both of them are so fucking cute, I’m losing my shit over them! Vampire-san saying “You don’t have any clothes at our home.” Was so mcfreaking smooth! A sugar daddy, a sugar blood daddy that will kill for his precious Sooin. He’s so pampered! When he smiled and said he was happy, I had a heart squeeze moment. That smile must be protected at all costs!!! (Ch 11) Override that god damn trauma!!! (Ch 13) Sooin is so cute every time vampire-san does something dangerous. The man is incredibly strong, a vampire, he ain’t going down that easily! But Sooin is always worried and has to make sure that vampire-san is okay. So cute. So precious. Baby must be protected! Vampire-san popping a stiffy while thinking about his precious Sooin, is oh so fucking delicious. I love them both so much. (Ch 18) Vampire-san has a name! Park Chi-Hwan! Him finding the blood of his link gross makes me hot! Whatever is tying him to Sooin, is so fucking strong. I do hope he explains that there is someone from his past that knows about Sooin and it makes Chi-Hwan nervous. He genuinely cares about Sooin as more than just food. I don’t want Sooin to think that he’s only a piece of meat to Hwan. (Ch 21) Hwan really just wants to forget his past, Sooin wants the same. I want them to talk and come to a mutual understanding about their relationship and feelings. (Ch 23) No one feels sorry for you asshole! Hwan sweetheart you need to keep Sooin at home or somewhere else. Sure this asshole can’t touch your baby but just having him around is dangerous! The fucking ego of this asshole though. You can’t treat someone as less than a human for years and then be surprised that they don’t like you anymore. Fuck! Did he really think that Sooin was going to like him forever? He’s fucking delusional. (Ch 26) Can Hwan brutally mutilate that abusive asshole’s body before crushing his heart? Also deliver on that suggestion to put his dumbass link in situations where his body needs constant regeneration? Fucking cut off his limbs, sew and super glue his eyes and mouth shut, gut him to put hungry rats inside of his body, douce him in battery acid, bury him in cement, and then toss him into the depths of the ocean where the water pressure will destroy his body over and over again even if he gets out of the cement. (Afterthought Ch 26) It should be illegal to be that smooth. (Ch 29) Well, we don’t know for sure if Hwan wouldn’t be able to drink Sooin’s blood if the baby is a vampire. Chi Hwan shouldn’t be able to drink his blood period so who’s to say Hwan couldn’t still drink Sooin’s blood. Or gain energy from him in some other magical vampire way. (Ch 32) Poison! Why?! Agh! I have so many questions and not enough of them are being answered. (Ch 43) Well. Park Chi Hwan is a handsome bastard no matter if he’s a vampire, human, or sorcerer. Now that it’s over, I don’t have a lot to say. I guess I can drop that having Hwan become a human wouldn’t have been my choice, but it’s fine. Some things weren’t totally explained and left vague, it doesn’t effect the story and I’m sure I’m the only one who cares. Odds are, a majority of people who read this are unbothered by the questions I still have. I don’t have sympathy for the link bastard, the abusive bastard, or the vampires. After all that angst to have Hwan and Sooin reach a place where they are happy, no one else matters in this world. (Ch 79)

Last ch 32 Kangwoo’s satisfied expression makes me melt. (Ch 27)