Oh my fucking god. Reading this was absolutely painful, I kept waiting for the fl to either show some backbone, get revenge, or try to get the fuck out of there. Nope. And trash lead being abusive EVERY page and getting no real commuppance or his ass properly handed to him was infuriating. FYI, knowing he'll regret his choices and still get with fl does not make what he's doing tolerable whatsoever, especially with no retaliation but the fl sighing and looking sad all the damn time.
There Were Times When I Wished You Were Dead