Nim's manga / #Beautiful Art(7)

This is so fucking ridiculous...the recent chps made me cry. First of all I can relate with Onyx so much, how things were going down hill with his family. His dad is a trash and his mom doesn't deserve him, couldn't even protect her child. Plus everything going on with him and Keane is pretty draining as well. This manga finally got updates after so long, I was happy about it but the way I'm left with that cliffhanger, it's miserable. I'm not a teen but yea there was a time long back when I went thru this