(( _ _ ))..zzzZZ's manga / #confinement(90)

Please, can I have more mcs like Suu??? Like, how he's smart enough to know what to say, when to say, can make up some believable lie. How he constantly watches other people while pretending to be a slow goofy servant?? And how he catches on the way people look, speak - like, he's so observant and intelligent??? I absolutely adore him, seriously, he's one of my favorite mcs period. Oh, and thanks to his flaws and personal agendas he doesn't come across as overpowered, marty sue type character. He's balancing on such a perfect line!! Woww It's really unpredictable who Suu's endgame will be with.… so excited Throwing salt on the wound with this unrequited love every couple chapters TT

This book is hitting all my senses and a few of my fetishes Welcome back ivantill No seriously he looks so much like Ivan I like the idea of the muse, the work, admiring the artist who yearns for them Reality of long lives, yearning for someone you can’t remember. Tricky because he loves the dragon but it’s because he loves him that he wants him to find his mate. I like how in the past life they showed elements that they both still have in the current- like how mc is still bad at cooking, and still thought the same things when the dragon was cold to him again. I like how even in the next life they still made the same choices and had the same thoughts Love the parallelism It’s intersting to see how they’re almost the exact same as they were in their past lives even though they’ve had different upbringings/ experiences in the current. Mc still wears blue and dragon still wears black taehyuk hyo-un I eat up next lives every time They drew grief well here. I feel bad for the brothers crippling obsession with the mc. I also feel bad for the servant who ordered the mc’s death. Yes they messed up, but they regret it. Being cursed with the remembrance of his past lives is terrible. I usually don’t side with incest but I really do feel for the brother. He went through so many other lives wasting away waiting for the Mc to be born just to be cut loose in the end.

Novel is: https://www.fanmtl.com/novel/shu230014.html Rapes him and scares him with letters from his rapist so that he’ll rely on him..

My heart dropped seeing his eye get stabbed :(