(( _ _ ))..zzzZZ's manga / #FAVORITE(52)

This was a whirlwind of emotions. I got so many butterflies even though this was only a Shounen ai. I FUCKING LOVED THIS SHIT I WOULD HAVE IT FOR BREAKFAST LUNCH AND DINNER EVERYDAY FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.

Greek mythology I really enjoyed this concept a lot more than i thought. The characters are so well developed. I want to have a bigger review for this but i dont know what to say. Its really good but i don't know how to explain it. Aside from the characters and the story itself, i also loved the concept of Calypso having to cut off his hair, which is a main part of someone's physical identity, to help the mc. It shows how much he values him. I wont lie I was on the brink of tears when it came to the mc seeing his family for the last time after becoming immortal. I always get a little upset when thats in a story. The ending wrapping up this beautiful story in a bow like it was early christmas. Thank you for this, it was a blessing to read, for me and my heart.

OH HELLO NO this bitch is CRAZY the switch up with hair pull..even I would’ve been scared holy shit

ONESHOT A man jumps off of a roof to be caught by a monster. The monster doesn't speak but grabs him along urging the man to follow him. He is led to a movie theater where he is force fed some kind of crystal. The monster before him transforms into his dead first love. He leads him to areas where he had dates with his first love. The movie theater, the botanical gardens, the beach. Everything at these dates were exact replications of the first time they had met. Hikaru feels tortured and apologizes profusely. He burdens the guilt of still being alive while his lover is dead. He regrets not being there more for him before his lover, Hajime. The date at the beach at night was the last one. This date is different. Hajime isn't saying the same lines he said at the dates in the past. He talks to Hikaru, his real thoughts. He wants to break up. He wants to stop burdening Hikaru. He wishes he could've been loved truly by Hikaru when he was still alive. Hikaru kisses him, not Hajime, but the monster. His spirit bursts into flames as they kiss, disappearing. Hikaru wakes up, groggy and bloody in the hospital bed. He looks to the side and sees the plants, that smells of life. I read this 19 minutes after it was released on here. Truth be told it was because i wanted to be one of the first to read it on here. I liked this. I was window shopping newest updates by cover when this caught my eye. I of course didn't know what to expect by this cover and i was so early there were no tags really to tell other than "Psychological". Im..satisfied with this. The art is beautiful, yes, and the story was pleasant. Like drinking an almost cold cup of tea. Survivor guilt always gets me. I thought making him such an unpleasantly deformed monster was an interesting approach because by the end of it, I didn't see him as the monster, I saw him just as beautiful as Hikaru did. I think that was intentional. Seeing him wake up after an attempt, even if it was only a few panels, I love the way the silence that loomed over it. It felt so real. The plants that "smell of life" got me, tears started building. His memory of Hajime was so beautiful. I loved the deliverance of this whole oneshot. Some of the things Hikaru thought and said resonated with me, even if I've never been in such a situation. Empathy is so weird. You can try and try with all your might to empathize with somebody but unless you're in an identical situation, you will NEVER know what that really feels like. And even if you're in the same situation, everyone has different relations and different experiences with one another, valuing others in a special way, building special bonds. What I'm trying to say is you could walk to the moon in someone's shoes but you'll never be able to fully understand them.

4.5/5 fluff Short and Cute 2 chapters I liked the hole concept of him smoking cigarettes to get close to the mc. Super cute overall.

SO CUTEE -They both dreampt of eachother :j cutest thing ever - wouldve been in favorites but its on a slightly lesser level

I LOVE THIS ART STYLE RAHHH (same artstyle as "Go For It Nakamura-Kun!") - A horror mystery writer uses his fame and talent for writing to lure in little boys who fall in love with him and he kills them. He kills 9 boys and the 9th is the mc and writes about how he killed them so detailed that it attracted readers. They all reincarnate along with the writer and the boys 1 by one kill him in the ways that he killed them in their past life. The writer keeps coming back until the last boy, the mc, reads the book from 80 years ago and gets his memories back as well as how he died. The writer explains that he's never felt fear before and the mc cant bring himself to kill the writer because he loves him too much. They sleep together and decide that if they die together, they'll reincarnate together and will be tied by the soul forever. Hoshi(mc) pulls out a knife mid-fucking and stabs yamada(killer). He realizes that he was wrong, yamada was lying, they wont be tied together if they die together because yamada won't really die. Hoshi realizes that the only way yamada can die is if he is killed in the same way he killed them. Yamada realizes that Hoshi understands the curse and gets scared for the first time in his lives. Since Hoshi is the last boy, if Yamada dies by his hand, he'll really die. Yamada pleads and says he's scared. Hoshi chokes Yamada to death and Yamada smiles upon finally feeling fear. Once Hoshi is done, he shoots himself, killing them both. The second he dies, his family doesn't remember him, implying he was either 1. only born to kill yamada. Or 2. he's been reincarnated and that life has been erased from everyone's minds. - I didnt expect to like it this much honestly it was really good. I enjoyed the psychological aspect of it and the artstyle - 4/5