apopoi's manga / #tough bottom(2)

I did kind of have an inkling that Ian was a bottom..I mean in position literally...everything else he is the top. TJ is soo hot and like rough..the scars on his face and his body too and his stare, his lines and the way he grabbed Ian to kiss him..was so hot I almost choked. The main guy, our MC whose name escapes me..well that says something. And he wasn't bland either!!! It just speaks for the other characters being so full of character and like their attitudes and aura..they seem so like placid and calm and not reckless, so that's what true strength is. They are so self assured. The kissing scenes are unmatched. The plot building is superb. The whole dynamic between TJ and Ian is the main dish for me..the main event I should say. When TJ said " I do have a family. I have Youngwoo"..I was so intrigued by the plot and the characters relationships and connections. Btw..Ian and TJ are Korean immigrants..love that touch right there and that explains it cuz the vibe they gave off..it's not the type you get living in a safe country like Korea..of course there are mafias and all but their vibe is a bit different, y'know? I don't know how else to explain it. Btw I am 7chapters in.

This was something.. Like I don't know what else to say. The seme is delulu on steroids, his horrible creature of a mother influence didn't help either.. I feel bad for his naive dad too, not only the uke. He made others bully him so he could be the prince Charming who saved him. He isolated him from his friends, made him believe he was an omega by faking his results by using his family's influence, he gave him pills that would imitate an Omega's pheromones with horrible side effects. He became physically weaker, gave off omega pheromones which enticed horny alphas (he even got fucked by a gang of alphas so that the seme could save him) and he was forced to be dependent on the seme since he forced every job agency to refuse him. Every interaction was faked. What's worse is that now they are mated so they can't be apart, it's too late. He even cut off his tendons so he couldn't walk again. Like what in the 'Killing Stalking' is this??!! The fact that he is in love with him despite all this makes me feel for him.. He can't just erase those memories even though they were a result of the seme pulling strings making him feel that way. I hate this so much.. Aahhh! Thank Goodness it was so short cuz I can't stand to look at this any longer.